yayness of life.

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2012-02-13T17:54:00.001+08:00

so... apparently i changed my cip day to every monday so every monday i'm not free hmm. don't ask me why i didn't want to drop out. i feel that, we shouldn't do service just for... those hours only. everyone's just being mad freaks about hours for those cca points. i mean, sure those cca points are important, but. ahh i don't know anymore.

anyway... i still don't know if i should give my straw stars tmr... i've done all 41 stars :D

the school is stupid enough to give out a notice to parents about FOOD RATIONING ON TOTAL DEFENCE I'VE BEEN TRYING SO HARD NOT TO TELL AND BOOM. no one is ever gonna take those food. they will all bring their own food ok. well ok it's my fault for telling ppl what's given for food rationing argh i'm so stupid why. i've should have kept quiet about the what is gonna be given :( now i really really hope the school confiscates all food brought from home I DON'T CARE IF THIS IS MEAN hmph. it's my fault anyway... and, i completely forgot about my mission until on my way home :(

TAKE CARE OF US CAPTAIN EP3!! hmm it's only the ep3 i sort of dislike the female lead... when i watch this drama just now, i didn't have any B1A4 thoughts. hehe yay the drama itself is pretty good k!!

and... i heard there's a firedrill tmr?? WOW ON VALENTINE'S DAY SCHOOL YOU SMART. i bet it's gonna be... during chinese OMG IT'S GONNA BE SO EPIC 5 CLASSES WILL BE SPLIT UP OHOHOHO. i just hope it doesn't happen during the periods after recess. i miss boring emath lessons, getting back ss paper and it's a total loss to miss physics lessons... i also don't want it to happen during geog i'm getting back geog paper too so the only hope is during chinese!

to be honest, i'm still in a complete dilemma to whether give the stars :/ i haven't put those straw stars in my bag yet ugh i should bring it and fret about this tmr. ok. goodnight ppl. have fun tmr lol. hehehe.

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2012-02-12T18:51:00.000+08:00

~~i feel so emo now.~~

i feel much better now, i guess it's cuz of my flu that made me so moody :/ after a short nap+flooding myself with lots of amath and emath, i managed to distract myself away from those emo shit and now that i think about the stuff i emo-ed about just now, those things aren't really a big deal :) since i feel better now, NEXT WEEK'S GONNA BE AWESOME YAY. hmm mission for tmr: FIND A CENTENARY PATCH *determined*. i don't care if i'm gonna get scolded. what can you do, rip the patch off my uniform?? :P

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2012-02-11T09:52:00.000+08:00

CAN'T WAIT FOR 15 FEB!!! i'm gonna flip through the guides den on mon and see if there's any extra centenary patch (although it's highly unlikely). if i manage to find it... I'M GONNA SEW IT ON MY GUIDES U. YES I'M MAD CUZ I'M DEFINITELY GONNA GET SCOLDED IF I DO THAT. *prays hard that we will get the new thinking day patch before the actual thinking day*

FAIRY TAIL EP 117. although i read it in the manga, EVERYTHING IS STILL SO AWESOME, SO PRETTY. I LOVE FAIRY TAIL SO MUCH♥ just found out that Fairy Tail ED10 full version will be released on March 7th! SO EXCITED!! :D

i told my mother that Valentine's day is a big deal in tkgs and she had this wtf face -,- and she even asked if i received presents do i need give back presents in return lolwhut. my mother doesn't even realise i'm folding straw stars (yep i decided to do straw stars in the end) for Valentine's...

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2012-02-10T19:07:00.000+08:00

guides was so unproductive ugh and physic mock spa was... complete fail OMG I FEEL SO EMBARRASSED AND RETARDED I CAN JUST KILL MYSELF T_T but on the good side, I CAN'T WAIT FOR 15 FEB. AND 18 FEB. AND 22 FEB. OMGOMGOMG esp 15 feb. but apparently some guides are stupid enough to tweet about it on twitter OMG HOW STUPID CAN YOU GUYS GET IT'S NOT SUPPOSED TO BE KNOWN BY OTHER PPL BY COMMON SENSE -,- i'm not even gonna say it here in case any non-guides come. hmm just a small hint: YOUR LIVES DEPEND ON US. lol not really but hahaha. everything will be much much better if the sec4s get to have the centenary patch :(

OHMYFUCK are you serious. my dear junior, can you not cause any trouble to me anymore. you're a senior now...

SESAME PLAYER EP 1 SUBBED. everything made sense now yay!! BABA B1A4 ep13 released too... i don't feel like installing gomtv just to watch it and then uninstalling it... :X shall just wait for someone to upload on youtube :/ and... FAIRY TAIL NEW CHAPTER OH YAY WHAT AN EARLY RELEASE \o/

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2012-02-09T15:54:00.001+08:00

i'm feeling guilty for something really stupid... but nothing bad happened today :) well apart from that something...

2.4 was tiring, i'm getting slower and slower each year :( and. although i can't believe myself but i actually volunteered to be part of my class' sports heat :) i don't regret it, and also i don't want to stone at the spectators bench doing nothing since sec4s can't do duties anymore :/ but you see... i bet all the other classes all put their sports players in the events, while my class... hmm. i want to join for cca relay too, i wonder if i'm allowed to :X i hope they'll ask during guides tmr!! :) wait, how long is 400m??

physics mock spa tmr!! argh why am i so scared it's just a mock spa!! :( but anyway, THINKING DAY IS COMING SOON OMG I CAN'T WAIT!! :D it's my last year wearing my guides u but I STILL WANT THE CENTENARY PATCH IWANTIWANTIWANT D: we're supposed to have it 2 years ago *pouts* and that's the centenary patch not the thinking day patch. the new thinking day patch is out on 13 Feb! i hope the sec4s will get it cuz it's so unfair even though we're leaving soon and not wearing the uniform most of the time but still we haven't left yet if you find troublesome to sew it then don't sew if my father won't sew it for me i will sew it by myself. didn't our sec4'09 seniors change their patches too?? ahh enough of ranting whatever i ranted won't even come true...

oh the internet why are you so laggy.

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2012-02-08T15:34:00.003+08:00

school... got back my physics paper today, i was grinning like an idiot when i got my paper :X it was really long ever since i saw such a high mark on my physics paper... :) hmm but on the other hand, physics mock spa this friday!! my friend in the other class said it was quite difficult and she failed it... scared now :(

i have a feeling something really bad is gonna happen tomorrow. i hope my gut feeling is wrong.

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2012-02-07T15:47:00.000+08:00

for some reason, every tuesday i feel like so ill and weak on the way home and have no appetite to eat lunch until i read Bakuman :) BAKUMAN'S SO AWESOME!! CP AGAIN!! AN AZUKI-CENTERED ARC FINALLY!! :D hmm but why Ishizawa, i don't like that guy ever since he appeared in the manga :( but anyway, this arc is gonna be good!!

well before that school was... ugh. MY PHYSICS TEACHER CHEATED MY CLASS' FEELINGS AND SAID HE WILL GIVE THE PAPERS TMR DURING RECESS :( while chem... although i did better than i thought, but after looking at my answers, i feel like a stupid retarded because my answers are like... complete wrong concepts. i know the content, i said it before my brain just shut down when i was doing the paper because i was too panicky. I DON'T CARE I'M GONNA DO WELL FOR CHEM MYE. i'll beat those triple sci ppl. *pumped up*

can't wait for Take Care of Us Captain!!! :D everytime i listen to 'Sky' at the preview i feel happy and warm inside :)

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2012-02-06T16:02:00.001+08:00

school was okay, except i got thoroughly embarrassed during geog -,- luckily i'm not alone :/ dude my friend and i mentioned my form teacher's name because he said the exact same thing you said during class holy what are you thinking teacher o_o getting back physics and chem papers tmr!! i'm really excited for physics, really scared for chem. if my chem teacher cries tmr i'm just gonna ignore all that drama cuz that doesn't work on me anymore. even if those are true tears, come on, as a teacher you can't be this emotional... i just hope she doesn't arrow me during lessons if i didn't badly. well i probably did really badly argh why can't physics and chem swap periods!!

apparently someone stole my idea of straw hearts ok not really straw hearts are really cliched and common... i shall make straw stars since not many ppl knows how to do them... time for my thumbs and index fingers to suffer! :/

i just remembered... MY BANA CLASSMATE BROUGHT THE PHOTOBOOK TO SCHOOL I ALMOST DIED OUT OF JEALOUSY. while she and her group of friends were spazzing like mad, i was like there 'i see nothing, i hear nothing...' the photobook was... smaller than i imagined LOL i thought it'll be super big... hmm but too bad i don't have that desire to own it.

OMG I NEVER THOUGHT I'LL BE ABLE TO WATCH 'TAKE CARE OF US CAPTAIN' THAT SHOW IS SO EPIC!!! 2 ppl died, 1 major bickering in the first episode. and i almost spazzed to death when 'Sky' played for the first time in the show. and then the preview the song played again and i'm over there trying to contain my excitement skfhasklfhklsahf. i never thought my mother would want to watch it. i didn't even tell her the existence of this drama and she watched it at her free will. OMG MONDAYS AND TUESDAYS SEEMS SO GOOD NOW :D oh thank you this unknown-chinese-korean-cable-tv-channel!!

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2012-02-05T18:21:00.002+08:00

just to say i almost forgotten i haven't blogged yet LOL. it feels weird k. although there's nothing to blog about. oh, i got dragged into some twitter convo when i was in my grandma's house o_o DUDE EVEN THOUGH SHE'S MY CLASSMATE I BARELY EVEN TALK TO HER. lol but apparently i got ignored hmm :/

LUCKILY IT'S AFTER CAs ALREADY B1A4 IS SO ACTIVE ON TWITTER NOWADAYS. because of their mission to get 2 million followers. i'm so bored now :/

argh i got a sudden feeling i'm gonna fail my chem omgwthreally. even though i said 'i won't fail'. but after thinking about it... i might really fail. and seeing my teacher... i think she will hate me for life, from an A1 student to a student who failed. ppl might think it's because i'm too conceited and so i didn't study but no i really did study k. it's called 'i panicked too much so my brain just died on me during the exam.' it isn't an excuse. like my emath, i studied like a mad freak for it and... scored a F9. my emath teacher probably thought 'how the hell did the emath rep get an A1 for emath FYEs last year?' argh why am i thinking about this. on the bright side, at least i'm trying my best, giving in my all :)

argh B1A4 i'm trying to prove plane geo here and you're there tweeting. haish. i need help for plane geo :( JUNG JINYOUNG WHY YOU SO GOOD-LOOKING ;_;

changed my blogskin cuz i was too bored lol. while everyone is busy trending #tanjongkatonggirls, i'm busy editing my blogskin. anyway, i have nothing to trend since... i am different from my schoolmates :/ oh, i've decided to do straw hearts (cuz it seems more appropriate than straw stars, sadly :( and also easier to do, even though it's cliched) for valentine's day! i hope my classmates don't come to school super early that day i plan to reach school at 6.30am to personally put one straw heart per table, then write on the whiteboard 'HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!', without anyone knowing it's me. and since straw hearts are easier to do, i might put 3 of them on the teacher's table. you know, one for each teacher? :D

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2012-02-04T10:16:00.000+08:00

first day of Magic Games!! Hidden. hmm obviously, the author will make Fairy Tail lose really badly in the first few rounds, then they'll catch up really quick... or not? hmm.

I LIKE THIS ENDING!! and the meaning for this song is so motivational!! i may not have a clear dream now, but this song just makes me happy :) the full version isn't out yet...

i wanted to abandon this series, but... THIS CHAPTER IS GOOD. Fon!!

TODAY IS MANGA DAY OMG. read 3 new chapters of 3 different series!! there's still kaminomi i haven't read the new chapter yet *O* anyway, K-ON summer camp again!! Okuda looks unexpectedly cute in her swimsuit... and she's funny despite her nerdy look!! and Sumire's cute too!! but ~~Azunyan~~ President Azusa is still the best hehehe!!

KAMINOMI WAS GOOD TOO there's plot development (finally!). sudden appearance of Haqua makes me happy!!

CAs!

2012-02-03T20:24:00.002+08:00

so. IT'S OVER. argh geog. hmm. i don't think i will score well :( i'm lazy to say about my cca stuff. footdrills+PT+singalong. lots of fun!! :)

B1A4's Sesame Player ep1! so far from what i understand... B1A4 in some overseas fanmeet, them in their van with their funny manager, them having 5 different maps to find some 'secret house'. Jinyoung and Baro decided to work together. Sandeul got super excited after knowing where the house was. Shinwoo got completely lost. Sandeul and Gongchan reached the house first. then Jinyoung and Baro. they didn't show when how Shinwoo found his way to the house :( first person to reach there got the good food while last person got the... not so good one. they got a list of missions to do. "WELCOME TO HELL" lol narrator whut?! they played some game then... the winners in order went around the house to find cooking utensils(?). Shinwoo went into the tent in the house. and picked out some card thing. Gongchan found out about the tent. Gongchan said something about Sandeul in the tent. Sandeul was super excited about the spa thingy. Gongchan's sexy back :O B1A4 promoting their twitters while being in the spa thingy. ahh why are all the scenes everywhere lol i don't understand anything (next ep preview?). aegyo battle?? THE HYUNGS AWKWARD AEGYO. and distorted face battle? THIS EPISODE WAS GOOD. hmm. can't wait for subs hahaha :) sorry for this block of paragraph hehe. for the future episodes i don't think i'll type this much :P

LOL WAIT WHAT BANA CLASSMATE DON'T MAKE ME CURIOUS ABOUT WHAT PHOTOS OUR FM HAS UPLOADED ON FB LOL PLEASE. *hopes the album is not friend-locked* OK WHAT IT IS :( lol i bet there's a lot of unglam photos of me lol esp on Pulau Semakau lol my hair was like explodingly messy due to the wind :( i hope some kind classmate will tag me in those nice-looking photos :X that will not happen unless i'm... thick-skinned enough to ask them. well i just hope he won't take any photos on thinking day celebrations in school i hope no one can see recognise me during horseshoe formation (plaids+full guides u :3) on the other hand, I CAN'T WAIT FOR THINKING DAY CELEBRATIONS IN SCAPE AND SCHOOL. it's the day i show off my guides uniform whoopee!! i have 7 pro badges and 5 misc badges *proud guide here*

CAs!

2012-02-02T15:21:00.001+08:00

should i first mention the good stuff or bad stuff that happened in school today?? bad stuff first k. i know everyone wouldn't believe me but... i failed my emath CA. real real badly. it's a F9. well i was shocked though i knew i would fail but... F9 for emath was the first time for me. but you know... my sadness didn't really last long cuz well... my emath teacher gave a long encouragement speech before he gave out the papers. hmm i will prove to the world i will score distinctions for the next CA and the subsequent tests. YES I WILL. and now... at least i don't feel burdened being the emath rep anymore :) as for being in his remedial for the entire year... oh well, i can't change my marks right.

as for the good stuff. i mentioned one already about emath. so. PHYSICS CA WAS PRETTY GOOD. and LEGACY WAS EVEN BETTER. i want to ask myself, HOW COME A TEACHER LIKE THIS CAN EVEN EXIST IN THE WORLD. everything was so inspiring and motivational ;_; and all those inspirational stories, i could feel the truth in them...

tmr will be a good day!!! :) after dinner i will start my geog revision. GOGOGOGO I CAN DO THIS.

ahh... i was so motivated but then i got distracted everywhere and ended up not so productive :/ nevermind. it's the last paper!! i can do this :) be motivated till the enddddddddd of Os. yesyesyes. this is nothing. last minute revision does help sometimes... right? :X

CAs!

2012-02-01T15:25:00.000+08:00

ugh kind of screwed up chem it's kinda impossible for me to get distinction now T_T I FEEL SO SO SO SO GUILTY BUT I STUDIED and the paper wasn't difficult at all yet i can't do a lot of questions :( but on the bright side, HISTORY WAS GOOD. IT WAS ALL NICE AND GOOD :D i can see a ray of hope for my combined humans!! :') but i feel the stress now. it's like you have good teachers but you don't score... it's stressful right? :( actually my chem teacher... as long she doesn't bring her extremely mood swings to class she's a good and very dedicated teacher. and if i don't do well for tmr's physics paper, i will feel much more guilty than today. really.

this carefree person is actually feeling stressed :( i... don't want to feel like this.

HOLY SHIT I LOST ONE OF MY PHYSICS WORKSHEETS HOW CAN I ;_; why do i feel so panicky now. this is why getting good teachers isn't necessarily a good thing.

whywhywhywhy can't i finish the chem paper this morning. all those who 'sucked in chem' all said it was ok and i'm here, supposedly good in chem and i can't even finish the paper. i'm too conceited. i must change my mindset. i can't tutor anyone for chem anymore. i won't do it. i have to think my chem sucks from today now on so that i will improve. yes. fuckfuckfuckfuck i don't care anymore everyone in my class is getting so smart i'm bound to be left behind cuz no one is gonna tutor me all because i'm 'smart'. fucking assholes who only depend on tuition. at this rate i'll go bonkers and my results will slip. ranting here isn't helping anymore. i still feel as shitty. ARGH WHATEVER FUCK EVERYTHING AND CONTINUE STUDYING. AND HAVE POSITIVE THOUGHTS. YES. ICANDOTHIS.

i have no idea how i can study physics for 6 hours i'm mad it's just 3 chapters lol i'm overly paranoid :( hmm but i cheered up from just now lol i was being an emo teen just now. i'm all good now :) I HOPE MY FM DOESN'T COME TO CLASS TMR FOR MORNING ASSEMBLY ok what are the odds of that :/

CAs!

2012-01-31T15:51:00.000+08:00

SS WAS COMPLETE HORROR. hmm i'm prepared to flunk my combined humans real badly but. i shall not lose hope and continue to have positive thoughts. yep. i'm gonna study chem before dinner and study history after dinner. I CAN DO THIS. YES. history isn't difficult, it's just a challenge i have to go through. not only history, everything in life is a challenge. for some reason, i have become a much more positive person this year o_o INFLUENCE BY TEACHERS I GUESS.

DAMN i think i have to ban myself away from twitter. BE POSITIVE PEOPLE, BE POSITIVE. i don't care what you think, but being negative isn't gonna bring you anywhere.

B1A4's previous tweet spree was cuz of Sesame Player O_O but OMG SO COOL. THE PREVIEW'S SO ADORABLE *O*

NOW I FEEL SO SATISFIED HISTORY REVISION WAS GOOD. lol i'm weird i better go back to revising chem PEOPLE ARE SCARING ME. those ppl who uses twitter to study is just plain stupid. are you typing out from your notes or from your memory??

CAs!

2012-01-30T14:59:00.002+08:00

OH GOD THE SCHOOL IS SUCH A CHEATER HOW CAN THEY USE LAST YEAR'S PRELIM PAPER FOR TODAY'S CA. i kinda screwed it up badly. oh well. i'm glad to be home I'M HAVING A HORRIBLE HEADACHE AND I HAVE TO TAKE A NAP AFTER LUNCH IF NOT I CAN'T STUDY PROPERLY AT NIGHT :(

well anyway on the good side... BAKUMAN NEW CHAPTER IS OUT OH YAY CP!! OMG THE CHAPTER. SO MANY FEELING GOING THROUGH ME NOW. I'M FEELING MUCH MUCH MUCH BETTER. ASHIROGIIIIIIIIIII!!!!! CONGRATZ FINALLY!! this is so awesome i love this manga so much!!! hmm Niizuma looks really evil at the last page I LIKE IT. holy shizz i'm getting so excited now!!!!!!!! the rivalry between Ashirogi and Niizuma never gets old... MASHIRO AND AZUKI'S WEDDING IS GONNA BE EPIC.

i feel so satisfied being able to read Bakuman today. IT'S SO GODDAMN BEAUTIFUL AND PERFECT IN EVERY WAY. AND ALSO WATCH BAKUMAN OH GOD BAKUMAN IS SO PERFECT IN EVERY WAY ME WANNA CRY FROM ITS PERFECTNESS ;_;

SS. the most hated subject ever. *bangs head on wall* seeing everyone praying on the topic that will come out for SS. as for me, i would want... deterrence. but if diplomacy comes out i won't tear the paper/cry though. people can you not be so panicky you are making someone supposedly calm nervous. PEER PRESSURE. OMG CAN THOSE PPL FUCKING SHUT UP JANUARY HAVEN'T EVEN ENDED THIS IS JUST FUCKING CAS IT'S NOT EVEN MID-YEARS. i switched on my com to destress BUT THOSE FUCKING PPL HAVE TO JUST RANT AND RANT AND RANT REPEATEDLY. GOSH. SERIOUSLY. no one told you to cram everything at the last minute. *smiles innocently*

oh i forgot to mention that the screen didn't touch my table and it wasn't right at my face THANK GOD. but... my neck has to suffer for the whole of this week :(

(this post is getting really long) during exam periods, i always feel that i have the tendency to offend people unknowingly because i'm too calm and composed. i don't know why, i'm also not very prepared for exams too, yet i feel this way. i think i need serious counselling for this. i feel completely abnormal.

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2012-01-29T10:40:00.003+08:00

GOOD MORNING WORLD IT'S SUCH A BEAUTIFUL MORNING... and i have to go study -,-

well so for the whole morning i was reading my SS textbook and notes, i can't take the brainwashing anymore. well at least i understand the chapter now, i'm left with memorising all that brainwashing shit. AND LATER IN THE AFTERNOON I'M GONNA STUDY HISTORY that subject is the subject i need the most help. and then at night i'm gonna study geog. OH LORD IT'S HUMANITIES DAY. i think it's the worst possible study plan, but i have no choice but to do it this way.

LISTENING TO SANDEUL'S COVER OF 'THIS PERSON IS MINE' AGAIN. his voice is so beautiful ;_; YES THIS IS PREDEBUT.

OH YES I FINALLY UNDERSTAND COLD WAR THIS IS AWESOME YESHHHHHH. after i understand... THE ENTIRE COLD WAR WAS A JOKE. seriously.

valentine's day is in... 2 weeks and 2 days. i want to give a small present to every classmate as an anon since it's my final year in tkgs... but i don't know what to give i'm torn between straw hearts or/and straw stars. but then again i think that those are really cheapo presents :X but it's the thought that counts right!! so i'm gonna be a lovely anon on valentines day and do this :) ah why am i thinking of this now i should be studying lol.

SO MUCH GEOG INFO IN MY HEAD NOW O_O when i read all the natural vegetation stuff i suddenly remembered everything lol. everything's in bits and pieces now :/ everyone's freaking out now, while i'm as cool as cucumber about exams, while panicking about how am i gonna see the screen for the next one week when the screen is going to be right at my face -,- and it's gonna occupy more than half of my table.

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2012-01-28T14:00:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHH WHY MUST I BE SO WEAK T_T getting a flu out of nowhere AGAIN :( how am i supposed to revise anything like this.

WHY DID ALL MY CLASSMATES STARTED ADDING HIM ON FB OMG THIS IS FREAKY. well not really i was xaggerating i only saw 2 of my classmates, and him being thick-skinned asking us to add him LOL. but no i shall not add him. some ppl thinks my fb acc died when i'm online every single day lol i appear offline and play mousehunt :3

i gave up studying SS and just proceeded to chem. haish. i have to start SS tmr if not i'll just fail combine humans :/

i almost went on stalker-mode when my sis took out the telephone book out of boredom in my grandma's house just now ._. we were just looking at random names. and laughing at how common some names are. yep i didn't stalk anyone, surprisingly.

everyone is studying ss/bio/history and i'm here with chem. i must redeem myself in chem. i don't care how shitty my teacher is, i will get that A1 for chem on my own. gogogooooooo. i will start SS tmr. for sure. oh damn. or should i start now. argh dammit.

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2012-01-27T18:37:00.002+08:00

today was such a boring day. but PT was good. but now i'm really tired. and i have a stack of homework to do, plus next week's CA week :( my teachers, do you not realise we have CAs next week. SOMEONE MOTIVATE ME TO STUDY MY COMBINED HUMANS SUBJECTS. i can study the other subjects except those two. WHY OH WHY.

i feel guilty when i get a reeeeally good teacher but i can't score for the subject :( i'm bound not to do well for today's physics spring test. oh well, at least he isn't jumping schools anymore. and no i will not add him on facebook. i always wonder why some students can be so close to their teachers. i can't, i always distance myself from them :/ esp male teachers.

B1A4 ON SESAME PLAYER SEASON 3. i have zero idea what's that show is about.

i seem to cough in school only not at home. HOW WEIRD :/

i feel bad for my friends out there who don't have a good teacher and everyone just brags about the good teacher on twitter. spare a thought for your friends k.

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2012-01-26T18:19:00.002+08:00

i'm jealous of people for the wrong reasons. ahh why must this happen to me every single year. ever since i entered secondary school, i've become... insane. what is this, why am i doing this. it's just the beginning of the year, January haven't even ended. but after i did something just now, this jealousy sort of... disappeared o_o

why do people look so young nowadays! i can mistake a guy who is almost 40 to be only in his mid-30s. well, it's only a few years older from what i expect, but still it's unbelievable. HE DOESN'T LOOK ALMOST 40 TO ME :O

today's CNY celebration in school was really fail. well... the only entertaining part was the... 2 teachers going up on stage to try out lion-dancing LOL. my class' form teacher!! the part the pissed me off the most was the triple sci classes' free buffet lunch. i believe 90% of the students and teachers go there for free lunch. no kidding. i mean the form teachers of the classes are fine, but why are the subject teachers there too. IS THE SCHOOL SO RICH TO THIS, SUCKING UP TO THE SCHOLARS. it totally disgusts me.

i should be glad that B1A4's comeback isn't so early right :) it's ridiculous anyway, i predicted it to be on February. for all you know they will choose 29 feb HAHA.

i'm actually looking forward tmr, even though i will stone during morning assembly in hall and chem SPA will be hellish ugh. but there's a subject that i like tmr, (i actually hope he will hold the class up until reeeeally late because i don't want reading period.) and I MISS WEARING MY GUIDES U ;_; yeah i'm mad, but i love it when i plaid my hair for guides, and wear my guides u with pride!! if only they're willing to give us the centenary patch!! I WANT IT. i don't mind sewing it!!!

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2012-01-25T18:27:00.001+08:00

i think the only shojo manga i will continue to read on is Hiyokoi. IT'S SUCH A SWEET LOVE STORY ASDFGHJJKL. and although Hiyori maybe be irritating at times when she cry at the smallest things and act like a pitiful kid, but she's so cute and i understand her shyness... OMG HIYORI AND YUUSHIN ARE SUCH A CUTE COUPLE TOGETHER. and i almost died when Hiyori confessed and Yuushin accepted her!!!! i stayed up last night to read 4 chapters of Hiyokoi and i regret nothing *O*

argh finally done for the guides proposal. so glad. honestly, i don't know why i typed such a long detailed one when i don't even want it to be implemented ._. now. OFF TO DO AMATH GOGOGO. or... should i do physics. hmm. (scratch that, i barely did any amath or physics. my brain is dead. i barely did anything today :( )

OK PLAYED ON TV. THAT WAS AWKWARD. it was cut short, MCD special performance for new year. i'm perspiring like mad again. SHIT WILL THE SPROUT DANCE IN... BEAUTIFUL TARGET. OK THEY DID. lol. my sis said that the sprout dance was gay. GO DIE :( IT ISN'T K. it's their trademark dance no other group will ever do it. but at least she said that B1A4 isn't fake unlike other groups.

HAPPY CNY!

2012-01-24T09:28:00.000+08:00

going visiting after lunch!!

i got so excited when B1A4's newest interview got translated cuz... THE QUOTES!!! i feel so happy and excited now when i stumble across inspiring quotes *O*

right, B1A4's jap songs are all gonna be released at 12AM JST tonight. hmm shall be back on the com by then. hmm but nothing's out... oh well. not as if i'm looking forward to listening those songs.

although next week's CAs, i look forward to school this week (for some reason). and i can't wait for friday, the sec1s will be in cca by then right?? it's gonna be so exciting oh my!! :)

HAPPY CNY!

2012-01-23T00:09:00.001+08:00

HI EVERYONE HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! :D hope everyone will get lots of ang pao money!! and have fun visiting~!

the moment when my female cousins all wear pretty dresses while i'm wearing a cowboy-like outfit O_O hey, but my aunt said i looked good in it so... :D and my checkered blouse is red, i'm gonna wear it national day celebrations this year (if the sch allows)!! played playstation with my cousins, my cousins+my sis all agree that i'm a closet gamer, because i can win most of the games although it's my first time playing the game. WHUT. i just spam buttons well :)

i'm too tired to do homework. plus i don't even know how to do most of my amath homework T_T 7 days to CAs. i'm just gonna flunk almost everything oh gosh. the school better not complain about bad results for term 1 or i'll bash them up :(

CNY EVE!

2012-01-22T10:32:00.000+08:00

whee. so it's Chinese New Year soon. ahh... so fast. *touchwood* but i have a very ominous feeling about something. that is so unlikely to happen. oh well. i'm just thinking too much.

just came back from reunion dinner. just to say... it was pretty enjoyable. cousins+sis and i ranted about our school lives. and talking about o level stuff o_o well i (finally) told my cousins i would rather go jc... since i have no direction in my future. hmm. tmr will be fun. and... BAKUMAN NEW CHAPTER OK BYE PPL I'M GONNA READ IT.

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2012-01-21T12:16:00.005+08:00

I FEEL SO GUILTY SLEEPING WHEN MY PARENTS ARE DOING CHORES OMGGGGG :( apparently someone's words made me guilty. if it was last time i wouldn't feel that bad.

i actually wanted to give up reading khr because it was too painful to read but... it was a CP chapter so... as well just try reading. LOOK AT ADULT REBORN. HE'S SO FUCKING SEXY and it was irresistible not to read on. ADULT REBORN APPEARED FINALLY.

i feel i've been not myself lately :( as much as i'm starting to appreciate my class now... sometimes i feel 'outcasted'. i don't even dislike my classmates, they just have this 'scary' aura in them. so overwhelming that i'm actually scared to approach them, thinking that they dislike me or something. and it all ends with an awkward situation. i'm scared to open up myself to the class. i'm scared that opening up means attention attracting. i always see my classmates conversing with each other happily on twitter, when in class they barely talk. sometimes i feel that i'm friendless esp when everyone just goes off without me. i just feel so lonely. and now that i'm more hardworking now, i feel lonelier. damn now i feel so emo :(

i need serious studying for history and (especially) chem, before these 2 subjects starts to drop and then fail. my chem... has the highest risk of that happening. i don't want to hate a subject because of a teacher. i feel bad for the subject :( i tried my best to tolerate my chem's teacher shit by listening to her class, but she so fucking irritating omg. i'm on my limit already. but, i'm not gonna flunk my chem because of this. i'm gonna score really really high for it.

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2012-01-20T17:50:00.003+08:00

THAT AWKWARD MOMENT YOU REALISE SO MANY TEACHERS LIVE IN THE EAST. sighs. my form teacher lives in pasir ris, really near the mrt station. how awesome. (but thank god i live in the opposite direction.) anyway, that very same form teacher gave every student in my class ang pao with real money so awesome!! rich guy :O (let's not say how sucky the day is. at least the day instantly got better after i got an ang pao. psychological effect you see.)

SHININSANG!

LINCOLN AND NEHRU ARE STILL THE BEST WOOTS. OBS times :) i believe no other watch got the same experience as us. GETTING SCOLDED FROM THE INSTRUCTOR, INSTRUCTOR ALMOST CRIED, INSTRUCTOR GOT SICK. have you guys experience that. i remember... the last day was the best day ever :) all the packing up was great. ALTHOUGH OBS WAS REALLY AWESOME, THIS YEAR IS MUCH BETTER ALTHOUGH THE YEAR IS JUST STARTING. CNY DECO, PULAU SEMAKAU. i'm really starting to appreciate my class much much more.

after 3 months, i finally got tagged to a new photo. wow. this is how rare i take photos. teehee. and apparently the previous photo isn't a photo. oh, and i changed my twitter name (finally no more lame paperbag!). it's the same as my tumblr's url. rainbow ammo. yep. it sounds cool as a twitter name heeee :) and no more Hideyoshi-kun as my dp. it's a blank box. how ironic.

PULAU SEMAKAU!

2012-01-19T20:33:00.002+08:00

IT WAS TOTALLY FUN AND GREAT!! :D learnt the extreme importance of recycling, it was pretty educational haha. MY CLASS IS SO AWESOME WOOTS although i'm still awkward with 1/4 of the class... i'm starting to appreciate my class more now :) although most of the time i feel awkward when my teacher goes around taking photos out of nowhere, i'm glad that he brought his camera to the trip today hehe he took many group photos! and that human wave so awesome!! him and his wacky ideas. i still feel a little dizzy, i'm no good with boats :( but OBS kayaking was a million times worse so i don't feel that bad. (let's not talk about how i flunked my emath test so badly.)

CONGRATZ B1A4 FOR GETTING SMA's ROOKIE AWARD!! :) THEY LOOK SO GREAT!! and GDA aired today!! watched B1A4's speech at GDA... Shinwoo cried!! seeing him trying hard to hold back his tears ;_; aww it's ok Shinwoo-oppa!!

through my dizziness, i managed to finish my chinese compo OMG YES. it's like my first time writing a chinese argumentative essay i tried my best k. hmm if the teacher fails me i have nothing to say i'll definitely write bao zhang bao dao for o levels. last thing to do before i sleep, STUDY EM WAVES. ok gogogo i can do this!

MEMORISED THE STUFF FOR EM WAVES OK THAT'S IT. IT'S JUST A 10 MARK TEST I SHOULDN'T SPEND TOO MUCH TIME ON IT. NOW PACK MY BAG AND GO TO SLEEP. GOODNIGHT PPL. i had fun today, it was totally great! i'm glad... :)

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2012-01-18T15:22:00.001+08:00

B1A4 ARE YOU MAD YOU HAVEN'T TWEETED FOR SO LONG AND THEN YOU SUDDENLY TWEET SO MUCH. i saw Gongchan in his sch uniform and i dropped my spoon while eating lunch o_o NOT ONLY THAT OMG SANDEUL IN SPECS. AND BARO WITH A PONYTAIL. ASDFGHJKL. THEY WENT ON A TWEET SPREE OMGGGG WHY OH WHY. i see everyone camwhoring (ahem esp Baro IN THE TOILET and Gongchan), but why no Jinyoung!! BUT THEY TWEETED 11 PHOTOS SO NO COMPLAINTS YAAAAAAAAAY!! they all look so great in those photos ;_; ahh i don't know which photo to put here shall just put Sandeul's one since the duckie plushie is so cute :D

oh about sch... my form teacher is... pretty ambitious for CNY classroom deco :O if we did that IT'LL BE AWESOME. well... as expected from a physics-minded person. 2 free periods today, awesome!! but ironically, i have more homework than usual. oh well. CHIONG ALL TONIGHT. THEN DO EMATH LIKE MAD. THEN SLEEP. ok. i can do this.

everyone's panicking for emath test tmr. INCLUDING ME. i might have scored very well for my emath FYE, but my marks for emath is never consistent. i failed emath before. not overall, but a 40 marks test, just like what i'm gonna do tmr. but i'm confident of myself. i'm confident i will not get into his remedial at all. ok i'm off to do my work~

OMG THE ACE LEARNING QUIZ ON CIRCLES IS SO DAMN DIFFICULT OMG i'm really scared now what if tmr's test comes out something like this ;_; i feel like i'm the only one doing the ace learning quizzes :O *prays someone ppl in my class do those quizzes too* actually, i feel like a complete idiot doing those quizzes cuz no one will ever do them. well at least, for my class. i don't even know why am i trying so hard for emath :(

it's 11.05PM now. should i do the last quiz on trigo. i guess not. i'm sick of doing emath already. besides, i've been doing emath trigo for the past few days... to be honest, i think i'm gonna flunk the similarity/congruency question(s). i didn't practice any of that at all :X the only reason why i'm so panicky is because emath remedial is a 'one-way road to hell'. i think that's his ploy of getting his students to practice like mad, cuz it worked on me. ohgoooood.

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2012-01-17T15:45:00.000+08:00

what a sucky day today. i have to take a nap now, badly. i realised i cooped up myself in class for the entire day today :/ i was like a complete zombie, so... yeah :(

hmm... feel better after a nap :) i believe my class is the only class with a form teacher so enthu that he helped to contribute in the CNY classroom deco :D baby dragons!

ahh almost done with emath trigo tys, left 3 questions!! but my brain can't visualise the angle at one question so i gonna ask for help tmr lol... tmr should i chiong quiz or pwd?? and i should start revising for physics test tmr. hmm.

now i wish for morning assembly to be in class all the time (for a different reason) :D

and i realised i haven't touched my 2 B1A4 albums for a long time!! cuz i took out my Jinyoung photocard for fun and remembered that haha random~ once my room is packed neatly and everything is set, i'm gonna transport my 2 albums into my room because the radio's in my room!! oh the joy and happiness :D and if i were to buy B1A4's next album... i would still ask my father to order online instead of ordering from the fanclub. it may seem to be a waste of money, but i only like one group and i buy their albums only and i would keep the albums forever even if i don't like them in the future :) and it's exciting waiting for the album to come, wondering whose photocard will i get :)

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2012-01-16T15:54:00.002+08:00

hmm school... suddenly there's another test on friday :( small physics test which is not counted, but still... and homework. i realised i didn't bring back my chinese textbook home and my chinese textbook requires it and... strict teacher is strict. oh well, i have to do it in sch tmr then. and... my enthu teacher said that if we're not stressed yet there's something wrong with us. which means he's saying... i'm abnormal. WHUT o_o

enthu teacher has cool awesome lessons all the time but... i'm slowly not being able to get some parts even though he explained oh no :( it's not that i don't understand actually, i just don't know how to write down in words. arghhhhhh. but at least... my interest in physics is finally back :) and i still dread emath lessons. gah :(

MY BRAIN JUST CRASHED ON ME I CAN'T DO ANY EMATH OR PHYSICS OR ANYTHING TODAY ;_; i managed to finished the geog ws since it's kinda easy... but other then that... :( well i did a little geog revision. lol i sound like sound crazy study freak these few days haha i apologise :P but you see... if i don't do anything at all after i completed my homework, i feel bad... well i don't have a lot of homework yet, that's why. my geog ws is supposed to be handed in on friday but i finished it already. lol.

i don't like it when ppl quote beautiful/meaningful quotes but they don't put where was it from :( and then i have to waste time finding out the source. i need the source, i'm on a mission to... doing something great during my free free time. really :) you'll find out soon enough if you're observant hahaha :P

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2012-01-15T18:50:00.000+08:00

i feel so moody today :/ i see so many negative tweets, can't people just be more positive about life? and kpop. i'm trying not to rant cuz i don't want to make myself sound stupid.

i must do some work today. but i'm so tired to do anything :( no, i can't think like this. I'M GONNA DO SOME WORK NOW. and come back on the com 3h later. YES I CAN DO IT.

OHMYGOD DID SOME PHYSICS AND EMATH TYS WOOHOO!! but... i don't get any shit from last year's physics so i don't know how to do some of the questions :X and emath... i'm at trigo now, pretty good, i hope i can finish the chapter within 2 days. difficult, but not possible :) tmr i should do some humans revision, i did a lot of math and sci for the past few days hmm. but i must do emath since... there's a test on thurs.

CCA PROMOTION DAY 2012!

2012-01-14T15:59:00.003+08:00

it was... really slack for me lol i feel kinda bad not really helping out but... it was fun!! friends extorting food from the guides booth LOL. it was good overall, but not many ppl signed up for guides!! i just hope the school doesn't throw uninterested ppl into guides :X

3 MANGA SERIES LATEST CHAPTERS GOT RELEASED TODAY. oh wow. i shall read them now yay!! OMG BAKUMAN'S ONE WAS BEAUTIFUL ;_; Ashirogi+Miyoshi taking a break from manga and having a vacation, thinking and reflecting about the past 8 and a half years, and motivating themselves by giving goals to strive for. OMG EXACTLY WHAT I NEED THIS YEAR. (to anyone out there who think manga is useless or lame) look at this, I GOT MOTIVATED BY MANGA :D even my enthu teacher's inspirational/motivational quotes can't beat this. i should compile these manga/anime quotes and share it with the class (like write on the whiteboard as an anon in the morning OHOHOHO. lol that's highly impossible though it's rare that i'm the first person in class :( )

whut i thought of a good twitter name to change and it was taken :( godie. i want to change my twitter name!

K-ON JUST GOT RELEASED OH YES TODAY'S SUCH A GOOD DAY. BEING ABLE TO READ THE LATEST CHAPTERS OF 4 MANGA SERIES I LOVE.

so satisfied from the fun from cca promo+so much manga goodness but. i didn't touch any work today. oh well. it's a weekend and there's cca promo in the morning. LET ME HAVE A BREAK :( i'll do some work tmr :/

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2012-01-13T18:52:00.002+08:00

i... am not looking forward to tmr :/

umm. whut. B1A4 COMING BACK ON 31ST JANUARY (non-official announcement). right. my CAs start at 30th jan. just perfect. AND ALL THE TEASERS WILL JUST DISTRACT ME FROM STUDYING :( i honestly didn't bother thinking about what concept they'll do. i just thought... WHY SO EARLY AT LEAST AFTER MY EXAMS ;_; it'd better be good, enough for me to go mad and then have to pluck up my courage to... buy the album. i should buy the album through the collection method since sg has a B1A4 fanbase and it's definitely cheaper... but waiting for the album to arrive at your home is even more exciting!

so anyway school was... well ok? JUST THAT BEING THE EMATH REP IS SUCH A PAIN and that awkward moment when tilda called the staff room phone for me since i didn't want to. but in the end she shoved the phone to me cuz she was at a point she couldn't answer further for me. and then all i heard was being 'taught' how to answer the phone correctly LOL :X ok fine after that, i took the stack of papers from my teacher, then i gave out everything back to the whole class BUT THEN MY CLASSMATE'S ONE WAS MISSING. yes, i still feel guilty even though it wasn't really my fault T_T yeah and i can't believe my dear friend finds my emath teacher CUTE o_o yes cute lol (obviously not the handsome type of cute but those kind of chubby cute, i think.). well but now... i don't really have such a bad impression of him anymore. HE CAN TEACH but i'm still pissed about being the rep haish i should let go of this grudge soon...

FINISHED ANOTHER CHAPTER OF EMATH TYS YAY!! but i see the next chapter i have to do... 22 QUESTIONS OMFG :/

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2012-01-12T15:56:00.001+08:00

amath test was not really ok :( careless mistakes everywhere+i flunked the modulus question. hope i can... pass. haish...

TIME TO DO SS GROUP HOMEWORK :D listening to B1A4's songs while typing the essay out~ i still feel warm and fuzzy and happy when i listen to B1A4's songs!! :D although i just blasted those songs into my ears ytd for 3h straight while doing amath :)

I FEEL SATISFIED!! :D completed 1 topic of emath and physics tys each :) oh yeah!! if it was last year, i won't even bother doing tys/pwd in my free time... but now, i told myself i have to either do tys, or study/read through old chapters to refresh my memory every single day after completing my homework. (as for weekends... i'll slack a bit oops :P) well i can do this since i'm still very free but later in the year i don't think i will be able to continue on :X but... i don't feel any stress. i'm doing all these in my free will :) i really don't get the stress. i know CAs are like... directly after CNY, but still!! ppl who rant/complain about stress but ain't doing anything. whut -,- or maybe i just got influenced by my really enthu and motivational teachers o_o or perhaps i might feel the stress after i get back my results for term 1 :X ok enough of this stress talk i seem to be the only carefree person among my peers but i have no influential powers :( i feel completely abnormal in terms of the way i think. oh no. but i can't change back to my old slackish self.

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2012-01-11T15:16:00.003+08:00

my entire mouth feel sore because my gums are swollen. for some reason :( but my appetite isn't affected at all i'm still eating normally :P

i think... i've got some good teachers teaching me this year. their teaching methods may not be the best, but they certainly motivate me to study, to think about my future :)

GDA today!! can't wait yay~ WHAT RED CARPET IS SO EARLY O_O there're photos of them on the rep carpet already... they look good in black! i guess since it's an awards ceremony they can't wear something too unique :/ hmm but there's no livestream for GDA oh well.

OH YAY B1A4 WON THE ROOKIE AWARD FOR GDA ;_; (i don't usually put 3D ppl photos on my blog hahaha be glad i put this here :D) well... i felt bad that i was watching drama when they received the award :/ anyway, congratz!! I LIKE YOU GUYS SO MUCH. the chances of you guys tweeting tonight... IS VERY HIGH. B1A4, i have a test tmr!! :( tweet at 11pm KST onwards k :X

OMG DOING AMATH FOR 3H STRAIGHT IS NO JOKE. but... i finished only binomial+trigo(with some modulus questions) only. I DIDN'T TOUCH FURTHER TRIGO AT ALL OK I'M GONNA DIE FOR TMR :( my head's gonna explode if i do anymore amath.

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2012-01-10T18:35:00.001+08:00

SO TIRED TODAY!! the workshop thing was... kind of useless but it was fun and i laughed so hard till i cried for a few times :D not that i mind my class' FMs in the class, but going around taking photos... umm. lol. triple humans in a row tmr!! hope i can survive through it. meanwhile... i hope i have the energy to do my homework later on :/

stupid kpop shit again :( i'm glad school has started so that i don't even have time to rant ok bye i shall do my work now.

i don't know why i enjoy doing emath practices now. DON'T. JUDGE. ME. and amath is driving me crazy i think i'll probably not do well for thursday's amath test :( I COMPLETELY FORGOT HOW TO PROVE TRIGO T_T and all of a sudden, i'm becoming a mentor for my friends. for the past few days, i've been teaching/helping ppl with amath/emath and my friend asked me to teach her chem tmr O_O then what about me, i need help in my other subjects too but no one, except teachers, is there to help me :/

GDA tmr!! can't wait~

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2012-01-09T16:24:00.001+08:00

so... i got an A2. well, it's to be expected i mean... those scholars push the bell curve sooooooooo high so A2 is good!!! yay!! :) ~~and well... after i come back from school and check out the b1a4 tag, all i see are... Bana-Darling incident?? huh. (it sounds completely fake and exaggerated so i shall... ignore it).~~ and... although it's normal to be stressed (since our seniors scored so well overall), but... relax. lol there's no use tweeting about your stress. and if you feel so insecure, study! ok i'm not helping here lol bye.

and... chinese compo CA was surprisingly ok, but since there's so little time the last part was all shit :( and now... i completely detest my emath teacher. really. well yeah i just hope he can actually teach well (unlike... my sec1-3 emath teachers). and tmr if he blames me for collecting only half of the class' homework i will kill him. they all give me the shit reason of 'BUT THERE'S NO EMATH TODAY' wtf. i got forced to collect the work. that's why i don't want to be a rep :( is there actually a way of getting stripped off from that position by not failing anything/giving bad impression?? :X PPL ARE STRESSING ABOUT O LEVELS AND I'M HERE WANTING TO GET OUT OF MY STUPID EMATH REP POSITION. I DON'T WANT TO WORK FOR THAT GUY. NO WAY D:

i should put my blog link on my eureka paper thing. i'm lazy to write down stuff about myself. THEY CAN ALL COME STALK ME i don't mind? only maybe i should change my cheesy blog title lol.

argh i feel so unhealthy now. but i feel satisfied hahaha :3 i just ate one whole bowl of cup noodles gosh hehe. i need energy from doing so much amath. WHY CAN'T I PROVE THOSE TRIGO EQUATIONS :( i'm going mad... shall take a break and then do a little emath before i sleep hmm. ahh... emath. I DON'T WANT TO SEE THAT GUY OMG D: sometimes... male teachers kind of freak me out o_o *shivers*

so. GDA is 2 days later. please announce the rookie award first k thanks cuz i wanna concentrate doing amath like a madwoman on that day :/ i probably won't be able to concentrate though. i will fangirl at their outfits, their speech, their performance (if they have). i won't cry, i'll just be super distracted :/

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2012-01-08T09:48:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to my mother!! she will never see this though... anyway, we're gonna eat something good today yay lol.

TMR. O LEVEL CHINESE RESULTS. OHMYGOD. I MUST GET A1. A1A1A1A1. i think paper 1 and 2 were ok, it's oral :( oh well... the truth will be revealed tmr. brace myself!!!

chinese test is... tmr? how come it's so last minute godieeeeeee :( i though it would be on... wednesday. my teacher never mention the actual day. WHATTHEHELL. can't the teachers give proper notice -,-

i'm so reluctant to leave the com. oh no :(

OMG SO MANY UPDATES ON IDOL CHAMPIONSHIPS but i'm glad i switched off my com before the flood of updates come. i managed to finish my chinese hw!! proud girl here :) anyway, everyone looks so good!! it's blue eye-candy! *O* i hope Baro will win something~ RUN LIKE THE WIND, BARO-OPPA!! :D

it's 7 minutes to midnight. and i'm completely wide awake. ok. i shall attempt to sleep. goodnight ppl :/

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2012-01-07T09:34:00.001+08:00

when i finally have time to slowly scroll through the b1a4 tag and... all i see are just fangirls spazzing like mad about shirtless B1A4. ok. lol. well... at least there are updates in between all those fangirling right?? :X i mean like during school days i just scroll through really quickly because if i do it slowly i will take more than one hour to finish looking/reading those updates :/

i like Fairy Tail's new ED!! it's really cute, it summarises the entire series too!! can't find it yet, since the new episode just aired today so... have to wait.

i feel sad that blogging isn't... popular now :/ just a random thought... and my gut feeling tells me someone i'm not very close with is stalking my blog (come on, my blog link is at my twitter profile) :/ and actually... i'm very tired of chasing after B1A4's updates already, even though they are not even promoting now. it's really tiring, even if it's just getting updates through twitter and tumblr. especially now that school started, i actually forced myself to finish up reading/seeing all those updates before i do homework/take a nap. it's unhealthy, i want to stop, but i can't. i'm in a state of addiction. i don't know how i'll survive if WM Ent decides to be an asshole and make B1A4 promote a beautiful, perfect song during the exam period. oh well... but at least i definitely won't sacrifice my future for B1A4 by not studying for exams. never :)

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2012-01-06T20:13:00.002+08:00

ARGH I'M SO TIRED I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY SEC4S HAVE TO GO FOR CCA EVEN THOUGH WE AREN'T NEEDED FOR CCA PROMO PREP AT ALL.

YAY NEW CHAPTER AFTER WAITING FOR SO LONG!! i completely dislike those 2 Sabertooth 'Dragon Slayers'. they're so showoff-y and claimed that they killed their own dragons. HOW CAN YOU :( but something's fishy in there i believe those are all lies. hmm... at least there's a plot build-up here... looking forward to the next chapter!!

OH YES FINALLY I WILL HAVE A ROOM OF MY OWN. but my parents insisted not to move my com into the room because they said i will stay inside the room for the entire day besides eating, bathing, going toilet, watching tv. well... which is true though :X

i used to not even care about homework on fridays when i have cca but now... i am so tired and sleepy and yet i'm doing it cuz i have to prepare for amath test and chinese paper 1 test next week. OMG I'M GODDAMN TIRED. next week's worse. i have to stay back for 3 days, and have to come back for cca promo on sat. gosh. I'M SO TIRED THAT I DON'T HAVE ANY REACTION WHEN I SAW SCREENCAPS OF THE B1A4 MEMBERS SHIRTLESS (with only their heads and necks visible). that's it i shall sleep i can't take the sleepiness anymore :( i shall see shirtless B1A4 tmr lol.

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2012-01-05T15:03:00.003+08:00

as if being an enthu teacher isn't enough, a male teacher who give tips about your personal life is definitely awkward. it's not only awkward, IT'S FREAKY OMG. TSC WAS JUST MOSTLY A ONE-SIDED AWKWARD CONVO. I'LL PRAY HARD I WILL NOT GET HIM FOR TPC OR MY MOTHER WILL HAVE TO STAY IN SCHOOL FOR A LONG TIME GOSH. why am i getting influenced by his words o_o usually i don't really care and remember stuff from tsc but now... uhh :/ he made me feel guilty, scared and freaked out.

and to make my day worse, i got chosen to be the emath rep CUZ I SCORED WELL FOR EMATH LAST YEAR. this is why i don't want to score too well, something bad will happen. AND ALTHOUGH I REJECTED COMPLETELY THE TEACHER JUST DECLARED ME AS THE EMATH REP WHUT. RESPECT MY OPINION OMG I HAVE ENOUGH CCA POINTS I SHOULD BE KIND AND LET OTHERS GAIN THOSE POINTS RIGHT. hmph :(

A Pink is the first rookie group of 2011 to win in a music show, impressive... i hope B1A4's time will come soon yeah. i just hope, at the very least, they will win before any of their hoobaes do :X

OMG I WANT TO FORGET EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED TODAY SERIOUSLY WHY AM I SO UNLUCKY :( but actually... the two incidents that happened today, motivated relaxed me to study harder (which is good). even though i have zero idea where i will be after i graduate from tkgs, but no harm trying my best first then after that i can think about it... right?? :X and i thought of learning how to cook from my mother after o levels... i hope i can remember by then though. i rather do that than to go work really.

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2012-01-04T15:28:00.002+08:00

B1A4... singing the main OST for a new drama O_O wow. and... the ppl acting in that drama... i recognise them!! Goo Hyesun and the guy who acted as the king in Dong Yi. AND THERE'S CHUNHEE OMG I MISS THOSE FO MOMENTS!!! i won't be able to watch that drama anytime this year, cuz it's an SBS drama so... yeah. my mother seem to like those kind of dramas hehe good. it's about airport and the... pilots. hahaha. ahh i hope the OST and drama will be good!

and B1A4 also tweeted around an hour ago about their event in Hongdae lol. WHILE IT'S COLD IN KOREA IT'S FREAKING WARM IN SINGAPORE I'M DYING IN THE HEAT :( have fun at the event! :)

and anyway... lesson were pretty ok today... actually no, proper lessons haven't even started so with all the expectations and stuff... it was ok lol. BUT I HAZ HOMEWORK WHAT IS THIS :(

i don't remember myself getting stressed over exams ON THE SECOND DAY OF SCHOOL LAST YEAR. i was being stressed about TWIGS AND KINDLINGS BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING FOR THE ENTIRE WEEK UNLIKE MY LUCKY JUNIORS. i know the syllabus changed so i can't really comment on the difficulty BUT. why are you guys being stressed about o levels now?? are you mad. i mean, last year i just focused on trying my best to do well at every subject, not even thinking about o levels at all. you should just chill and relax... if you're just stressed over this, what about MYEs and FYEs?? break down and cry??

SO. i didn't really like the OST when i first listened to it to tell the truth. i only liked the rap and the verse after the rap :) BARO'S VOICE IS SO HOT OMG THAT RAP WAS AWESOME! and the starting part kinda annoyed me :X and the glittery-like sound effects... eww? this song doesn't suit my taste... but the chorus pretty nice though after listening it for a second time. see i'm not biased towards B1A4 :) i thank god that this is an OST. i can't force myself to like a song i don't like i'm sorry :/

OK I TAKE BACK WHAT I SAID ABOUT THE OST. I'm blogging on the iPod right now and the ost sounds a million times nicer than on the com :X really. It sounds pretty good actually...

first school day of 2012.

2012-01-03T15:29:00.002+08:00

so. IT WAS BORING OMG. Impossible Possibility. does he tell this to his every form class every year lol. such an enthu teacher for an unenthu class... bad choice :/ but i don't mind... i hope he can make my class more enthu and bonded...

OMG SO CUTE!!! asdfghjkl. and that flip... :O SANDEUL, I WANT YOUR HYPERNESS ;_; B1A4, if you dare comeback this month i will die lol exams start at 30th jan WHAT IS THIS :( why you guys always love to comeback during exam period ALL THE TIME. Let's Fly, it B1A4 promotions... all lie during exam periods omg :( BUT. as long WME does not put B1A4's promotions during o level period then i'm quite fine with it. if not i'll cry, i'll literally cry...

i finished my chinese compo (finally!!)... but it's half-assed and i'll probably fail it :( haish... i'd probably need to listen to Only One everyday or sth to motivate me to do hw/study... that probably wouldn't work i'm just giving an excuse to listen to B1A4 everyday :X

i will chase after B1A4 updates while i still have the time to do so :/ and ppl getting stressed already scares me... i'm always feeling carefree even during FYE period omg don't spread the stress to this carefree person!! anyway, (enough of this o level shit) should i continue to watch Match Up?? i watched 3 episodes yesterday!! ok i should bye ppl happy chionging homework lol.

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2012-01-02T09:50:00.003+08:00

i woke up thinking 'oh it's monday, there's school tomorrow. OH NO'. *sighs* i pray to have good sec1 guides. no kidding, they have to be good, enrollment's before march hols!! talking about march hols, I CAN'T WAIT FOR MARCH CAMP it seems so fun!!! (i don't know anything about the camp too, but don't you know i looooooove camps!!)

i can totally pass off as a sec1 now that my hair is cut. my father just chopped off my fringe like this OMG :( i look like an idiot now lol.

i feel like a retard now. omg :( i should stop being so naive.

omg what's wrong with me i started watching all the emotional stuff relatinng to B1A4... Sweet Gongchan Day, Sandeul's last day in Sukira... and now i feel like watching all the episodes of Match Up. ok i should do that... now. ok goodnight ppl although it's only 10pm.

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2012-01-01T00:02:00.002+08:00

so. HAPPY NEW YEAR. i feel much older now. i must be mad, i am doing homework at 12.45am. argh i shall just go and sleep now haha goodnight ppl!

so... since today is the first day of 2012, i shall have some new year resolutions LOL. i'm not making those resolutions for fun, i will try my best to follow them really!! 1. STOP SOUNDING LIKE SOME OBSESSED FANGIRL AT MY BLOG. 2. try my best not to mention anything kpop-related in school. 3. STOP BEING A CREEPY STALKER (especially on twitter). that's about it actually i don't really have any aims i want to achieve (besides studies)...

anyway... FINALLY THE LONG AWAITED K-ON CHAPTER IS OUT!!! argh i've been waiting so long!! and the banner pic is AZUNYAN WOOTS!!! but the chapter is filled with SUMIRE AND MUGI GOODNESS so (even though i love Azunyan to bits) the mangaka should draw Sumire as the banner pic instead!! no complaints though, it was a good chapter, i'm satisfied!!! :) "The Light Music Club is made up of tea, sweets and fun times."

even if B1A4's comeback in January is a rumour, SHINee IS CONFIRMED TO COMEBACK ON JANUARY 11 OMGYAAAAY!! well i'm no longer a fan of SHINee's, but... i still like their songs!! SME better not destroy them ~~like what they did to SJ and SNSD~~.

seems like my resolution not to be a creepy stalker failed. haish... why did you create twitter today!! you just crushed my resolution like this :( and because of this i followed you and your sis immediately... i feel creeped out at my own creepy behaviour ;_;

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2011-12-31T09:59:00.000+08:00

after i know about the new timetable, i really don't want to go to school.

after watching the 2 Gayo Daejuns for the past 2 days... i don't really want to watch MBC's Gayo Daejun anymore... i don't mind special/collab performances, but some of the remixes destroy the actual songs I NO LIKE. and i'm not very fond of seeing the artists dance so yeah... MBC'S GAYO DAEJUN BETTER BE GOOD.

OMG B1A4 IN PINK AND BLUE SUITS SO PRETTY!! *O* THIS IS MUCH BETTER THAN WHATEVER THEY WORE ON THURSDAY i hope they wear this for red carpet. they should be... right?? :/ and while i'm fangirling about this... ppl are still harping on that B1A4Shabet collab stage. whut. possessive fangirls seriously need to go to the psychiatrist really.

OHGOD WHY AM I SO EXCITED FOR MBC's GAYO DAEJUN. OMG THEIR OUTFITS AT RED CARPET LOOK GORGEOUS IT'S PRACTICALLY EYE-CANDY TO MY EYES AHHHHHHH!!! lol it's almost the same as the previous one but... I CAN SEE THE FULL OUTFITS OMG I'M SO EXCITED FOR THIS GAYO DAEJUN IT BETTER BE GOOD!!!

OI WTH I CAN'T EVEN SEE A FUCKING THING. THE ROOKIES BETTER NOT PERFORM SO EARLY. ok now it's lagging like a asshole. ok good it's fine now. it better be like this during rookies (esp B1A4's one) performances. hmph. FUCK THE STREAM BLACKOUTED. ok it got back up better not blackout again if not i cry ok (i won't but you get what i mean right? :X) now... since it's stable now i shall attempt to do hw. LOL WHAT A DEPRESSING NEW YEAR'S EVE I HAVE HERE ;_;

B1A4 PERFORMED YAY!!! THE CAMERAMAN HAD TO SHOW THE EMCEES' FACES FOR SO LONG WHEN B1A4 CHANGED FROM BEAUTIFUL TARGET TO O.K WHATTHEFUCK LEETEUK WAS TELLING YOU TO FACE THE CAMERA TO THE STAGE BUT YOU REFUSED YOU STUPID CAMERAMAN. BUT OTHER THEN THAT IT'S WAS SO LOVELY!!!!!!! they sprout danced OMGYES. they performed two songs so awesome!!!

OMG LUCKILY I KEPT THE STREAM ON THERE IS A ROOKIE COLLAB STAGE!!! it was nice, everyone was all just dancing randomly hahaha.

LOL twitter crashed. OMG JINYOUNG WHY YOU TWEET NOW. TWITTER STILL OVER CAPACITY. JINYOUNG-OPPA WHY YOU LOOK SO GORGEOUS. wow now access denied. please get me through lol. WHUT so i got into twitter (finally), but it crashed again psh. so i see tweets from the rest of the members too!!

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2011-12-30T16:04:00.000+08:00

so today... i helped structure again :) tired now. i wanna sleep argh.

i finally managed to watch the B1A4Shabet collab stage in a higher quality and... i still have no comments :) i really don't get the fuss lol. i wasn't really even that interested in that performance cuz there was no singing+i don't know that song at all... but i loved the short Beautiful Target remix performance!! it was super cool :D

the SuJu incident which happened tesyerday is pissing me off even more badly than yesterday omg ELFS JUST SHUT UP. your rants are so biased i can't take it anymore.

i don't know how true is this, but the whole event itself seemed really fucked up. ELFs. look at this. not only your dear SuJu are affected by the mismanagement of SBS. a lot of other artists are also affected.

should i watch KBS Gayo Daejun?? my mother said it was ok since she didn't have anything to watch but... i don't think she knows it's from 8pm to 11pm LOL. i gave up watching. i'm actually getting a headache from all those remix songs. STOP REMIXING THOSE SONGS THE ORIGINAL SONGS ARE FINE :(

*chokes on saliva* WTF WHAT'S WITH THE TEACHERS OMG CAN I GO BANG MY HEAD AND DIE. no change in history, geog, amath, chem. GO DIE D: SHIT STRICT TEACHERS FOR HCL *CRIES* I CAN'T SLACK IN CHINESE LESSONS ANYMORE ;_; AND WHO PUTS HISTORY ENGLISH CHINESE TOGETHER IN A ROW THAT'S MAD. AND WHAT'S WITH TSC EVERY ALTERNATE DAY. ALL THE BORING PERIODS HAVE TO BE AT THE LAST PERIOD DAMN. WHAT IS THIS MUST YOU DESTROY MY SCHOOL LIFE LIKE THIS. i refuse this shit, i have some male teacher who is qian bian looking as my emath teacher whut. and for ss/el, i heard she is some extremely boring teacher so... yeah :/

OI ELF FRIEND JUST SHUT UP SUJU PERFORMED THE WHOLE SONG OF MR SIMPLE CAN. AND... THEY ARE ALSO PART OF OTHER SPECIAL PERFORMANCES. AND THERE ARE FANCHANTS I CAN HEAR THEM CLEARLY SO WHAT YOU STILL NOT SATISFIED HUH. THIS ISN'T LIKE SBS AT LEAST IT'S FAIR TO ALL ARTISTS UNLIKE YESTERDAY'S GAYO DAEJUN. IT'S PRACTICALLY A 'SMTOWN+OTHER ARTISTS FESTIVAL'.

OH SHIT I HAVEN'T FINISHED MY CHINESE HOMEWORK AHHHHH WHY THE TEACHERS. TELL ME NO MATTER WHO TEACHES ME CHINESE IT'S SUCKS. OK I WILL BE A GOODY-TWO SHOES AND FINISH UP MY HOMEWORK. I SWEAR I WILL.

IN THE MIDST OF ALL THE FUSS ABOUT GAYO DAEJUN AND SCHOOL, CONGRATZ B1A4 FOR THEIR 4TH ROOKIE AWARD YAY!!! :D

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2011-12-29T16:47:00.001+08:00

so. today's guides was... much much much more meaningful than yesterday's one. at least i helped structure~

SANDEUL-OPPA, WHY SO CUTE!!

OMG WHAT IS THIS. and so i was thinking B1A4 won't perform so early for M!Countdown AND THEY PERFORMED FIRST LUCKILY I WENT TO THE STREAM EARLY. AND FOR SBS GAYO DAEJUN RED CARPET WTF ARE YOU GUYS WEARING OMG I GOT BLINDED. WEARING RED ON A RED CARPET IS JUST PLAIN UGLY ALREADY WHAT'S WITH THE WEIRD-STYLED CLOTHES. it looks hip-hopish but at the same time it doesn't look like it. WHY CAN'T THE STYLISTS LET THEM WEAR NORMAL-LOOKING SUITS. but well, after i calmed down... their clothes don't look that bad as when i first saw the photos. it's just a little... attention-seeking :/

WHY AM I NOT SHOCKED AT THE SUJU INCIDENT LOL. i find it... stupid. so SuJu is unhappy that ELFs aren't there to support them because SME didn't put up the notice on time. ok... so? i'm getting annoyed by my ELF friends' rants -,- i want to drill this into your heads: WITHOUT SM ENTERTAINMENT, THERE WILL NOT BE SUPER JUNIOR. GET IT. OK NOW JUST SHUT UP THANK YOU. argh they're bound to rant about this tmr during guides. NO, JUST NO. *breathe in and out many times to chill*

WELL FINE I SHALL DO MY HOMEWORK WHILE I STREAM GAYO DAEJUN K :( argh i really don't plan to finish all my homework but... oh well. the livestream is lagging like an asshole...

I DON'T EVEN DARE TO LEAVE THE COM AT ALL IN CASE I MISS B1A4'S PERFORMANCE B( WTF I WAS KICKED OUT OF THE STREAM. OK SO B1A4 PERFORMED FOR LIKE... ONE MINUTE. and they really put all the rookies together (as expected). OMG NOT OVER YET ROOKIE COLLAB PERFORMANCES COMING. B1A4SHABET?? OMG REALLY LOL. they performed an english song... i see. lol i haz no comments :) while i see jealous rants... i rewatched the B1A4Shabet performance... i was thinking, there are 6 members in Dal Shabet, but they were doing a couple dance with B1A4 so... that one member had to hide o_o Baro was in the center with the other girl obviously he had to... dance more than the other members right? and hey B1A4 showed off their dancing skills!!

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2011-12-28T16:36:00.000+08:00

so... guides today was a complete waste of time (for the seniors) but anyway i wouldn't do anything productive at home so yeah... went to macs with sarah jj shivaa to eat lunch :) we stayed in there for so long ranting/talking about our lives lol. it was nice hehe we should talk more like this next time!! :D i don't feel right not doing anything for cca promo prep. they said 'guide the juniors if they need help', but just giving tips seems... not enough. i want to do more :X i didn't even do anything tiring during guides just now oh why am i so tired and sleepy :(

congratulations to B1A4 for winning their 2nd rookie award yay!! i was too lazy to watch the live broadcast for WaveK even though i had the chance to (i don't want to watch the 2 emcee guys keep on talking stuff that i don't even understand and they keep pausing between each performance and the stream was laggy). i read from fan accounts that Jinyoung dropped the trophy and it broke omglol o_o

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2011-12-27T12:00:00.002+08:00

ARGH WHAT IS THIS. I WASTED ONE AND A HALF HOUS SLEEPING CUZ I WAS TOO BORED DAMN :( i have so little homework left yet i don't seem to have the motivation to finish them...

why do i have a feeling that tmr's guides session will be a sucky one?? :X like... the need to bring writing materials itself is suspicious... it's either testworks or writing some proposal for some initiative :/ while we shall all die for cca promo :X seriously, if you count the days (excluding weekends), it's less than 2 weeks to prepare for cca promo. let's not even talk about tentage, how about odc, structure, gadgets, souvenir and banner? i really want to know how are the comm i/cs gonna prepare... not that i actually care about how my juniors will cope, i worry for the future for tkg guides. i wonder, if i ever come back as a ma'am... i wouldn't be surprised if the whole cca just disappears one day... no i'm not being pessimistic, think about it. it will really come true if nothing is done.

THIS IS WHY I RARELY TWEET GOSH. i just tweeted a quote from 07-Ghost, i got a weird reply from someone i barely know o_o

SANDEUL SINGING 'THAT PERSON IS MINE' AGAIN AT KTR RIGHT NOW ;_; SANDEUL-OPPA, DO YOU KNOW THAT YOUR VOICE IS SO HEAVENLY WHEN YOU SING THAT SONG. i usually like the original more than covers, but i listen to Sandeul's cover of this song so often that i love his cover much more *O* aww Sandeul-oppa cried after the recording o_o

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2011-12-26T11:11:00.001+08:00

realistic dreams are scary :(

i should stop having biased thoughts against kpop groups i have no interest in :/ and also i don't know how fans can keep up with more than one kpop group. DON'T THEY FIND IT TIRING :O well i'm pretty relaxed just keeping up with B1A4's updates... for now. but i think i will die keeping up next year (even if i were to ignore their jap debut stuff). hmm... i hope next year i can actually ban myself from the com during exam period :X

haish... it seems that i have gave up on doing the remaining holiday homework lol. but hey, at least i finished almost everything right? i don't want to go to school for many reasons ;_;

HOLE IN YOUR FACE. IGNORE THE WEIRD TITLE AND GO LISTEN TO THIS SONG NOW. i didn't want to put the MV cuz... i didn't want to watch the MV... BUT THE SONG IS NICE K.

THE NEW PHOTOBOOK SCANS MAKE ME WANT TO LAUGH. i feel bad laughing but... HAHAHA.

ARGH I FEEL SO BORED. and because of this i end up reading some kpop shit that made me... have biased opinions.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

2011-12-25T00:03:00.001+08:00

i'm not really those type who will go into the christmas mood... but wishing ppl 'Merry Christmas' wouldn't hurt right?? :D argh i'm so awake now what to do!! ok i have something to do: SEARCH A CHRISTMAS-THEMED WALLPAPER FOR MY DESKTOP LOL.

ALTHOUGH THIS WAS RELEASED AND SUBBED A LONG TIME AGO I WANTED TO PUT IT HERE TODAY HAHAHA.

LOL I GAVE UP SEARCHING FOR A CHRISTMAS-THEMED WALLPAPER. now that i've seen all 5 christmas messages translations from B1A4, all i can say is... B1A4 YOU'RE SO SWEET, LOVELY, CHEESY, MUSHY AT THE SAME TIME OMG I LIKE YOU GUYS SO MUCH. OK NOW I SHALL GO SLEEP NOW GOODNIGHT HAVE FUN CELEBRATING CHRISTMAS SO FAR HOHOHO~ MERRY CHRISTMAS ONCE AGAIN! I WILL UPDATE THIS POST IN THE MORNING :)

GOOD MORNING TO ALL :) i'm lazy to update... just want to say THE KOREAN VERSION OF GAME OF LIFE SEEMS SO MUCH COOLER THAN THE VERSION SG HAS NOW. I JELLY D:

argh i feel so sleepy today... although it's not raining it's cold :)

OMG I WANT A NEW PHONE AFTER I WALKED PAST A PHONE STORE TODAY DAMN :( and B1A4 starcalled AGAIN. i'm not jealous, well cuz... you will be just staring at their faces in some super ultra blur video and not knowing what they're talking about...

CHRISTMAS EVE!

2011-12-24T09:29:00.002+08:00

i don't want school to start so soon T_T argh Christmas is coming so soon whyyyyyyyyyy D: cuz Christmas coming = New Year coming = sch reopen :(

sometimes, it's not that i want to hide, it's just... my habit. it's like when someone walks behind me, i will just click to another tab.

next year... should i request a smartphone since i'm gonna change my phone next year?? LOL hmm... i have like a full year to think about it. it's tempting to get one but at the same time... i prefer non-smartphones :) i was just randomly thinking about this cuz... B1A4 just starcalled ppl. LOLOLOL.

I THANK B1A4 FOR NOT PERFORMING ON MUSIC CORE TODAY CUZ I HAVE GO TO OUT OF THE HOUSE 2H EARLIER ALL BECAUSE MY SIS HAVE TO BUY A GIFT FOR GIFT EXCHANGING. lol.

LET ME SHARE A COLOURFUL VIDEO OF B1A4 ON CHRISTMAS EVE LOLOLOL :D hehehe.

I JUST MISSED B1A4'S FRESH MERRY CHRISTMAS WISHES CUZ I WAS HOB KING PQING. WTF :( but even so like i understand anything except 메리크리스마스 which is literally 'meri keuriseumaseu' AKA MERRY CHRISTMAS. hahahaa :D ARGH THEY ARE HAVING WHITE CHRISTMAS IN KOREA I JELLY :( over here at sg is literally wet christmas ;_;

HAHAHA B1A4 PLAYING GAME OF LIFE LOL. i miss playing that with my friends~ the last time i played that was... P6 JUNE OMG THAT'S SO LONG :( not trying to say anything but... WHO WAS THE ONE WHO TOOK THE PHOTO LOL. their manager? hahahahaa.

i'm waiting for midnight to come~

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2011-12-23T09:28:00.001+08:00

not wanting to spoil the fun... but a collab stage with FOUR rookie groups... the stage would be overcrowding with 24 ppl on stage :O but anyway... the 4 rookie groups are going to have their own stage first before the collab one yay!! can't wait lololol. but only the rookie groups can't sing their own songs... ahh heck that as long i get to watch some interesting performances i don't mind :) i see... so the rookies are performing old songs from the 90's.

haish how and why did i get flu from nowhere :( on the day where Music Bank finally has some interesting stuff. hmph. B1A4 to perform either 2nd or 5th later. ARGH why. either way i still have to switch on the tv early :( gah i should just take a 1h nap or something haish.

ahh... spoilers for Music Bank eh?? hmm. SPOILER INFO+PHOTOS FLYING EVERYWHERE OHMY. ok, one hours more, i can't wait ohmy!! yes my face was all -_- until i saw THIS. my face instantly became O_O Shinwoo, your hair!! -pats your head like there's no tomorrow even though you are much taller than me- :D and i'm dying inside all because i can TOTALLY imagine Gongchan dancing to Be My Baby ;_;

WHAT. THE. FUCK. WAS. THAT. the rookie segment was a disappointment. i mean, B1A4 only performed for less than 3 minutes in total. their own stage was barely a minute, the collab stage... ONLY BARO WAS RAPPING THE REST WERE GONE IN THE OVERCROWDED STAGE. what. seriously, WHAT. but at least the rest of the performances were great :/ oh, AND GONGCHAN DIDN'T PERFORM BE MY BABY WTF I WAS SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT *cries* well... AT LEAST B1A4 DID THE SPROUT DANCE :D

holding all my rant in cuz i don't want to make this post too wordy :(

OMG MY ELF FRIENDS SERIOUSLY SUJU PERFORMED 3 SONGS ARE YOU STILL NOT SATISFIED. DO YOU KNOW SUJU'S 3 SONGS ARE EVEN LONGER THAN THE 4 ROOKIES' 5 SONGS. SHUT UP, JUST SHUT UP.

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2011-12-22T10:45:00.000+08:00

so... SME is gonna debut a new boy group. all because is SME, everyone's so excited. honestly, it's just a logo. you don't know how many members they have, you don't know how they look like, you don't know how the debut song sounds like. well... but seeing it's SME... it will be 'epic' somehow. but epic doesn't mean good always.

O_O LOL WHUT BANA CLASSMATE HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT. i'm not traumatised, but how the heck do you know our fms for next year holy god. if it's true, well at least... i have hope for physics now :X wait, isn't Mr Yap always a fm for a triple science class?? just wondering. but either way i don't really care about fms actually. oh i think i know why she knows it, she went to school right?? and maybe they changed the photos at the foyer?? LOL I DUNNO. anyway i have to go back to school next week i shall confirm with my own eyes.

the B1A4 photobook has so many photos till i'm lazy to look at all carefully :X ok so B1A4 is attending SBS Gayo Daejun too lol!! next week 7.50pm. hmm. YAY. lol i just remembered i have guides on that day. i feel so relaxed now that i'm not an i/c wheeeeeee :D i just remembered how much i cried the day before cca promo cuz i was in complete deep shit. i read my old posts again and... there were some advice for this year's i/c but it seems those advice will come to waste :( all i can say now is... GOOD LUCK. you'll need a lot of it cuz you apparently only have less than a month to prepare.

i'm bored :/ so i went to read my extremely old posts from my old blog. aka when i was p6 LOL. i sounded so different then... :O i guessed, i've matured?? hmm... i'm laughing at what i blogged last time OMG. wow time passes so quickly when i'm enjoying reading my old posts hehe :)

i'm getting spooked out. recently i've been getting weird, nonsensical smses from unknown ppl :(

i feel like a deprived teenager oh no. are social networking sites the only way to socialise?? i feel like for these 2 months, i've been living like a loner without friends. with the exception of open house, i haven't seen any of my friends at all. arghi feel so emo now. shall sleep earlier today since i'll use up a lot of energy fangirling about Music Bank Christmas Special tmr...

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2011-12-21T12:22:00.001+08:00

i said i wanted to go out but... i don't want to go shopping. i mean, christmas season+slow mrt... i really don't want to go shopping. i want to play!! preferably out in the sun, but even if it's indoors i'm fine with it!! i know i still need to buy new pair of shoes for chinese new year and chinese new year is like in... january, but... can't i go shopping after christmas?? :X argh why must it be so rainy all the time!! :(

my sis gachapon-ed an Otters 11 keychain for me yay!! it was $3, quite ex for such a small keychain!! but she gave it to me for free so whatever yay! she called the otter a teddy bear O_O

my face when i saw new HQ scans of the photobook *O* literally. soprettysoprettysopretty!!!! it's complete eyecandy to my eyes. i know i'm demanding here, can't you scans all at once since you ripped the entire book already?? :X i know it's freaking 244 pages so well... take your time. you have to edit too right?

SEE WHAT IS THIS. THIS IS WHY I DON'T WANT TO PLAN OUTINGS. it always doesn't work out. i mean, what. i reason why i sms you guys in the afternoon is to ask your parents first gosh. not first say ok then later say you have something on. i rather you just say you can't go although you replied late. HAISH. that's it, i don't want to try plan another outing anymore. you guys made me so excited for no reason. such a rare chance that i can get to play outisde and this is what i get. now i can't even enjoy admiring the newly uploaded photobook scans. THERE'S SO MUCH GOODNESS AND YET I DON'T FEEL A SLIGHT EXCITEMENT IN ME :(

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2011-12-20T08:58:00.003+08:00

OMG. INTERNET. FINALLY. i was without internet since 6pm ytd and i was dying out of boredom ;_; guess i shouldn't rely on the internet too much in the future :( and i will not take the internet for granted in the future!

THIS IS WHY I LOVE READING B1A4'S MAG INTERVIEWS. truth or not, the answers will be forever hilarious in some way. and of course, believable and original too! and also, i just watched a video message of B1A4 winning the Hot Debut Star award so... congratulations!! :) it's their first award right? :D

new Bakuman chapter! hmm... Hiramaru and Aoki is getting engaged wow lol yay :) but other than that... the plot is just now Ashirogi vs Niizuma only. what about the other mangakas in Team Fukuda?? have they all disappeared (besides Hiramaru and Aoki)? it isn't getting any interesting now i'm actually glad they brought in Hiramaru and Aoki in... :/ i want a Fukuda-centered story someday... because there is much about him actually.

this is the first time i watched this o_o what can i say... he changed the lyrics slightly and it sounds CHEESY ohgod. but other than that... HIS LOVELY VOICE *O*

IT'S SUCH A COLD DAY TODAY BUT I WANT TO GO OUT AND PLAY IN THE SUN. is it even sunny nowadays? :(

although it's LQ, those new scans look so random again :D from their poses, it seems like B1A4 likes to bite their hands/fingers o_o there is one 2-page spread group photo and Jinyoung got cut in the middle lol. you know, the more photobook scans i see, the lesser urge i have to want to buy the photobook :)

aish i don't feel like doing the remaining homework i have now. SS SBQ, history research (aka hypothesis SEQ), geog ws, chinese paper 1. if i wanted, i can finish all of these in at most 4 days. but... all these homework... i need motivation :(

i'm speechless. and shocked. whatthehell :O

omg Sandeul can't act cool i'm really sorry. i'm trying to hold in my laughter as to not make my mother and sis notice me. it just... doesn't look right.

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2011-12-19T10:21:00.001+08:00

so... my father used the old internet modem as a back-up... well at least i still have internet so i can't complain. YES I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT IT WHEN I'M AT HOME :( and once the internet is up, some ppl had to be a bitch and posted the same old annoying shit AGAIN on the b1a4 tag -.- what i want to see are updates, not your freaking rants please.

it's almost 12 and i haven't started doing my homework for the day. i shall... try and complete my chinese paper 2 and start on paper 1 after lunch haish. hope i won't be distracted or anything :/ but today's such a cold day i don't feel like doing anything haish. i must change this lazy attitude before school reopens :(

i can't believe myself for reading newspaper articles on the internet :O this is good... right? :)

i just realised... the back-up internet isn't wifi, which means i can't use the internet on the ipod -cries- argh i'm to dependent on the wifi at home :( but at least i can still use the internet on the com normally so i can't complain.

although today is just monday and i don't want the hols to go so fast but... I CAN'T WAIT FOR FRIDAY. well you know, cuz of... MUSIC BANK CHRISTMAS SPECIAL OHMAHGOSH B1A4 IS GONNA PERFORM TOO. they probably gonna have one of the smallest parts (since it's a collab stage with other artists?) of the song(s) BUT I DON'T CARE. anyway i watch Music Bank every week without fail so... yeah. at least i won't be bored watching this week's episode :D

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2011-12-18T00:03:00.002+08:00

oh, it's midnight already. but i don't feel sleepy enough to sleep yet :( hmm... then i shall read finish the first part of chapter 3 of Fate/Zero before rolling on my bed :)

why must the first part of chapter 3 end with a battle :( i want to read on but... i'm slowly getting sleepy. so... goodnight ppl.

omg internet don't fuck with me at 12:26AM D: i just traveled to the Festive Comet without changing my bait, and it had to purposely crash at that moment. if you crashed before i traveled, i might not care and just stay in Catacombs till tmr. ok, it's back. that's it, i shall just sleep feeling pissed psssh.

i jumped out of bed when i saw it was 9:52AM on the clock, cuz i'm used to wake up before 9.30 all the time. this is so far the latest i've ever woke up for the holidays :X AND B1A4 HAD TO HAVE A TWEET SPREE LAST NIGHT D: from 3am to 5am. recording. songs. bored Sandeul is bored. bored Sandeul posted 8 twitpics o_o

i see... new photobook scans again whoopee!!! :D i see... lots of Sanchan :)

O_O i was trying to kill time waiting for Fairy Tail and Bakuman to load and i saw... those Gongchan predebut photos. THOSE PHOTOS BLINDED ME FOR A SECOND THERE ._. hoho and magazine photoshoots always cause a ruckus. but i don't really like most of magazine photoshoots, because they wear weird clothes+heavy makeup+definitely photoshopped in some way.

my sis forced me to play battledome with her while i was watching Bakuman whut. i planned to watch fancams on the ipod after i watched Bakuman but she had to disrupt all my plans :(

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2011-12-17T11:27:00.000+08:00

2 weeks of holiday left. well more of only 1 week of holiday since guides is 3 days in a row :( i'm still hoping for a cca chalet. although the chances of having it is like... zero :/

i'm so bored at home :( at least youtube doesn't lag on my com anymore :)

WHY MUST THE GROUP PHOTOS BE SO NICE ALL THE TIME. more B1A4 photobook scans yay!! i'm not even fangirling heheh :P no wonder they were having a tweeting spree when they were in thailand...

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2011-12-16T09:58:00.000+08:00

this!! i just felt like putting it here cuz i watched it yesterday on the ipod :) actually, i don't really like rappers when they sing but this... is an exception. there's no way not to like Baro's singing voice OTL. but of course, i still like his rapping much more :)

actually the internet kind of crashed when i just switch on the com so i just watched some random Bakuman episode i've downloaded and somehow halfway through the episode the internet was back :) hehe. and... i knew B1A4 will tweet something when i'm sleeping and true enough, Jinyoung tweeted photos of Sandeul and Baro :) SO GOOD-LOOKING TILL I CAN DIE *O*

OMG COLONNELLO LOOKS SO HOT I CAN NOSEBLEED TO DEATH *O* dude i don't believe Vongola will be eliminated so early in the 2nd battle. afterall, Vongola is the main family in the entire manga. i expect something unexpected to happen, Amano-sensei, since this battle is 30min long. i sort of anticipate for the next chapter :)

ahh... i don't know whether to follow my parents to the airport to pick up my sis... i'm too lazy to get out of the house. guess i'll just stay at home. anyway the only thing in interested in is what did my sis buy during her Hong Kong trip lol i'm so materialistic... so my sis bought... random stuff lol.

OMG WHAT. WHY THE HELL ARE THE LQ PHOTOBOOK SCANS UP ALREADY O_O AND THE PPL HAD TO PURPOSELY SCAN THE ONES WHERE THE MEMBERS ARE DRYING THEIR HAIR/PUTTING CREAM ON THEIR FACES/SHAVING THEIR CHINS FIRST. wtf. what is this. the photos which i thought were random aren't random anymore. let me cry ;_; i ain't laughing. i'm just... shocked cuz those scans came too fast :( i can't stop staring their 'makeup-less' faces, HELP ME. but actually... i don't have the urge to get that huge photobook at all (yet) :D

reading my old posts to relive my memories of life :) seeing how i said that the kpop craze will die off soon in may, fat hope... even i'm blogging about B1A4 every single day.

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2011-12-15T09:16:00.002+08:00

WHATISTHIS. THE INTERNET KEEPS ON CRASHING. and when it doesn't crash, it lags like mad :( i just realised... the internet just lags when i'm trying to watch youtube videos. haish.

i feel like rolling around the sofa all day long, doing nothing. just for today. i don't even have the mood to use the com. well since there are no manga updates yet, and since B1A4 aren't promoting for now the tab is pretty dead (with complaints of those who can't order that photobook). if you think about it, it isn't that expensive if it's that thick and huge... i just compared the size of it with my sis's Letter Bee artbook, obviously her artbook is bigger, it's 20x30cm (plus it's hardcover and paper quality is like really really good). and i think the paper quality of the photobook won't be that good (i mean, look at the last photo the photobook cover was torn wtf). ok why am i thinking about this again... i told myself to wait for a rich dude to scan the photos. hmm.

suddenly... i don't feel so moody lol. but i don't feel like doing anything constructive today. i shall just chill in front of the com for the entire day. just hope that the internet doesn't crash suddenly :/

why are ppl arguing about something so trivial *shakes head*

3RD SEASON OF BAKUMAN OMG!! *O* -flies around the house loljk- woooah more Bakuman goodness is good but... it wouldn't stretch all the way to the first appearance of Nanamine... right? I COMPLETELY HATE THAT BASTARD. ok lol. i don't even want to see an anime-version of him please :(

SANDEUL TWEETED!! that's so... unexpected :O i'm grinning like an idiot because it was so sudden :) although the photo is... weird lol BACHAN WTH ARE YOU DOING. OHGOSH I LITERALLY STONED WHEN I FIRST SAW THE TRANSLATION FOR THE TWEET. and now i'm trying to hold back my laughter. Sandeul tweeted again... it's distracting me from re-reading Bakuman please!! -,- but it's so rare that they even tweet so... i don't mind lololol. and that twitpic... ARE YOU GUYS PLAYING DOCTOR AND PATIENT OR WHAT. Sandeul-oppa, are you on a tweet spree or something? :D Jinyoung and Shinwoo!

everyone's all dissatisfied with their parents/family. WHY. i mean, sure i know parents can be unreasonable... but i do get along with my parents (well with my mother at least), and i think i'm the one who thinks too much and afraid of their reactions/awkward moments, that's why i don't tell much of my life to my mother (unlike my sis who rants about her life almost everyday). i envy my sis (a lot) for being so open with my mother cuz i can never do that... haish :/

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2011-12-14T16:22:00.000+08:00

OH FUCK I'M GETTING TEMPTED OH NO. no i shall not be tempted. it's the WM Ent's ploy to ~~earn~~ suck out money from fans. i'm not that stupid to fall into that trap of yours. i can easily hold my temptation :D if i can't, how can i resist not buying those 2 albums for 3 months? oh, anyway, since it isn't an album, the chances of me wanting it becomes much lower.

and... those photos, SHINWOO WHY ARE YOU POSING IN A BATHTUB LOLOLOL. OMG I'M ABOUT BURST OUT IN LAUGHTER THOSE PHOTOS ARE SO RANDOM. Badeul in the airport, Sanchan on the bed, JINYOUNG DRYING HIS HAIR WITH A HAIRDRYER OMG WHUT. OMG AND BARO APPLYING CREAM ON HIS FACE TOO GOSH. THIS IS BEYOND RANDOM.

i'm laughing at those preview photos right now cuz it's way too random. well since i don't really spend money i can afford it but... WM Ent, your ploy to tempt me to buy that 244-page photobook has failed (for the time being). HAHA TAKE THAT :P OMG HOLY THAT PHOTOBOOK IS SO DAMN BIG 20x24cm O_O wouldn't it be heavy? :O

WHAT IS THIS. the internet suddenly crashed and when it came back i can't log in to msn :(

ohmygod. i'm getting tempted again because singaporeans can go order that photobook ;_; I HAVE PRACTICALLY NO USE FOR THAT HUGE B1A4 PHOTOBOOK. and i think it can't even fit the photobook inside the drawer. and the point is i didn't even fangirl one bit when i saw those preview photos. i just... laughed a lot. oh looooooord. i'm conflicted. my sis can get to buy so many artbooks so i should be able to buy this. AND IT'S CHEAPER THAN MY SIS'S LETTER BEE ARTBOOK. NO. I SHALL HOLD IN MY TEMPTATION AND SAVE UP THE MONEY FOR THEIR NEW ALBUM INSTEAD (if their new album is good). OK DAMN WHY DID I TAKE OUT MY SAVINGS TO TEMPT MYSELF FURTHER. *bangs head on wall* I COUNTED MY SAVINGS. shall not say how much i have in total, but it's more than i expect lol O_O

after thinking long and hard, i will not buy... i'll wait for some rich dude who will buy 2 to rip one apart and scan those photos. those scans shall determine. i still find those preview photos random.

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2011-12-13T10:25:00.001+08:00

O_O OMG SHINWOO HOW THE HECK DID YOU HIT THOSE HIGH NOTES IN THE CHORUS OF REMEMBER?! i've always thought it was Sandeul :O i managed i watch a longer (but not full) fancam which was definitely satisfying yay :) and Jinyoung pronounces 'miss' as 'mish' LOLOLOL. and also, actually Gongchan has quite a lot of lines in Remember since he sings the last part of the chorus... :)

*O* THE NEW BAKUMAN CHAPTER IS SO FANSCINATING. more Hiramaru and Yoshida development plot (as in... friendship lol) :D

after watching the latest Bakuman episode, i'm actually re-reading the older chapters cuz i can't remember anything from Tanto arc... :X

OMG THE INTERNET KEEPS ON CRASHING I'M GETTING PISSED :(

GAYO DAEJUN IS HERE AGAIN *O* hmm ever since i got into kpop i knew about this music festival!!! wheeeeeeeee. i can get to watch MBC's online!! :D luckily it starts at 9pm on 31st. hmm but.. it's on New Year's Eve.

i have to stop ranting omg. i rant like everyday gosh :( i guess this is the after-effects of staying at home everyday except weekends D:

damn i feel so emo now. oh well... i deserved it all. i deserve to be lonely.

after hugging my mother (ok yes i still do k), i feel better. i don't feel emo anymore :) my mother doesn't realise that i'm all emo and i needed a hug because i always hug her for fun (yes it's true please don't judge me).

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2011-12-12T09:43:00.001+08:00

OH FINALLY THIS IS SUBBED i was searching a subbed version of this for a long time already... it is considered... not sad compared to Jinyoung's long long letter. it's hilarious, at the same time cheesy (at the end), and of cuz a little touching too! they i hope they would sub Gongchan's and Jinyoung's one too although i read the translations but watching those vids sub is much much easier. hmm, shall not request so much though...

CAN I SLAP THE ALLKPOP AUTHOR. WHY THE HELL DID YOU DRAG B1A4 INTO A (REALLY RANDOM) BOYFRIEND ARTICLE D: mentioning that stupid 'voting war' yesterday. actually i won't care at all if it's an extremely biased Boyfriend article as long as the author didn't drag other groups in it. not only B1A4, Block B was also in it. pshhhhhh :(

I JUST FOUND SOME INSPIRING TUMBLR. it's quite a new tumblr, but all the inspiring quotes (from kpop idols lol) somehow inspires me. i believe those quotes must be from from the idols' hearts, i choose to believe that. call me naive, i don't care. and reading all these quotes actually calmed me down from ranting (even more) about all those shit in the b1a4 tag.

(i ain't any calmer but oh well... deletes rant anyway :( *breathes in and out several times* *ignores the world* *closes eyes for a while* ok wow i really calmed down. finally. good.)

sometimes i don't even know why i'm wasting time always ranting. about kpop. which is the most stupid thing to rant about. from today on, i shall try my best not to rant (esp about kpop shit)!

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2011-12-11T09:49:00.001+08:00

the straits times... now talking about malay kpop fans? then again... i can't read the full article until some kind soul posts it up.

what is this. i've been super moody for some reason for the entire day and my sis had to complain she bought the wrong size of file when she was the one who took it, not us. stfu k, before i scream at your face seriously.

LUCKILY. there is a recycling promo vid by B1A4 on Inkigayo to cheer me up a bit. i haven't watched it, but the gifs of the vid are really cute!!! omg, THE VID IS SO CUTE!!! although i admit it seems a little awkward lol.

CALMING DOWN IN PROCESS WHILE I WATCH THIS REPEATEDLY. (honestly ignoring this to vote is ridiculous.)

OMG BANA CLASSMATE YOU MEAN YOU DIDN'T KNOW B1A4 CAN BE WRITTEN IN HANGUL AS 비원에이포 O_O

umm what a Harry Potter fan just followed me on twitter, but nothing on my twitter is about Harry Potter O_O

just saw one twitpic with B1A4 and a jap star(?). my first reaction: OH YAY THERE ARE UPDATES IN THE MIDDLE OF A 'WAR'. second reaction: OMG WTF IS WITH SANDEUL'S AND BARO'S HAIR. IT'S BLINDING ME ALTHOUGH THEIR FACES ARE SO CUTE.

I LOVE FANS WHO CAN THINK LOGICALLY AND GIVE REASONS TO MAKE PPL UNDERSTAND AND CALM DOWN. just to say, i'm never one of those who can give logical reasons cuz i get influenced super easily T_T that is why i can never console ppl :(

now... OFF TO READ FATE/ZERO OMG I'M READING AT A SUPER SLOW SPEED I'M STILL AT CHAPTER 2.

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2011-12-10T09:35:00.001+08:00

B1A4 to debut in japan at July 2012. ok. GOOD. please stay there until mid-November. it's almost impossible though :(

due to extreme boredom and my sister's influence, i have resorted to play neopets again for advent calendar -.- argh i have seriously no life. i definitely don't live like a typical teenager :/

I'M SORRY B1A4 I DO NOT CARE ABOUT THE VOTES RIGHT NOW I HAVE TO SEE THE MOON ECLIPSE OMGGGGGG.

OH SO THE SBS MTV BEST OF BEST WEBSITE CRASHED. GOOD. I CAN GO ADMIRE THE PRETTY MOON ECLIPSE *O* I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I FIND IT SO PRETTY ALTHOUGH IT'S JUST THE MOON 'DISAPPEARING'.

i ain't caring about the votes for the time being cuz i'm not gonna sacrifice my once-in-a-lifetime experience of an eclipse to B1A4. NOT AT ALL. even if i like them a lot. it's my first time witnessing such a glorious event. i ain't letting it just go away like that.

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2011-12-09T12:17:00.001+08:00

fans just shut up, you won't die from lack of B1A4's updates right. stop complaining sheesh. and... i'm ~~kind of~~ very annoyed about the whole editing thing. UGH. oh wow this whole incident is gonna blow up soon. war within the fandom itself, how disgraceful.

actually... I DON'T CARE ABOUT THAT STRAITS TIME ARTICLE I MENTIONED YESTERDAY. but my slow friend didn't know about until today and she's tweeting about it -.- EVERYTHING OF IT IS TRUE. FACE IT. and... hardcore sg kpop fans are scary. honestly, i'm not trying to self-praise but... i have never seen a calmer and quieter kpop fan than me (and ahem Sonia Ko). (when i mean calm i mean i'm bursting with excitement inside only. when i mean quiet i mean i don't scream out loud when i'm excited about B1A4.)

OMFG B1A4 PERFORMED REMEMBER LIVE FOR THEIR JAP SHOWCASE. holy. hoooooooly. that was really unexpected :O i'm listening to Remember now. they said there was a cheoro for it too!! gosh. wow. and they spoke in jap only. wow. WOW. what kind of jap lessons did they have? even if was complete memorising from script, it's just hell difficult right? O_O lots of unexpected stuff happened eh. and the special edition jap showcase photocards *O*

WHY IS EVERYONE SAVING MONEY. AND WHY IS EVERYONE DIETING TOO. that's scary. i don't need to diet cuz even if i gained fats over the hols i will gradually (and naturally) lose them when school re-opens :O

FAIRY TAIL NEW CHAPTER! THE CP IS SOOOOOOO PRETTY *O*

and the chapter itself is really cool too, with the sudden appearance of Crime Sorcière: Jellal, Ultear and Meredy! i think Meredy looks so pretty now!! and also the art is really cute for the smaller panels. hehe. can't wait for the battles to begin!! this arc seems really interesting :D

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2011-12-08T10:22:00.001+08:00

(i think i said this before but i shall just say it again) whenever i read interviews from B1A4, the answers seem fake but at the same time it feels like the answers are from the members' true feelings.

WHY THE HECK IS MY SS RESEARCH ABOUT SG AND MALAYSIA WHILE OTHER PPL CAN GET TO RESEARCH ABOUT OTHER COOL COUNTRIES. omg. what is this. it's so recent (2008 is recent right?)... yet i didn't know it happened lol. AND THE RESEARCH IS LIKE IN LESS THAN 150 WORDS WTH this isn't english.

WOW. straits times just... insulted kpop (from what i've heard) GOOD LUCK AUTHOR, and whoever that approved that article to be published. insulting such a popular thing... nice. i sort of want to read that article :/ ok after reading the article, i can sort of understand why ppl are so offended by this. but i'm sure that everything she mentioned in the article is true somehow (stop deluding). but not all are like this, i'm sure of it. oh well... why am i even caring lol. and anyway, kpop fans, no one, including myself and that author, knows the real truth behind the kpop industry.

OH YAY BARO TWEETED TWICE TODAY. and both have twitpics hellyeah! ohyeahohyeahohyeah. ahh... i think i'm gonna use the com till midnight cuz... THE STUPID WIFI BOX SPOILED, and so the ipod can't detect the other internet box (because it isn't wifi). haish. and also... since he tweeted, i'm gonna stay on the com. although they're not on tweeting-spree, but still!! hmm i'm supposed to do my ss+history research but... oh well.

WHOEVER THAT SET THE SS HW IS RIDICULOUS. tell me, how to squeeze everything in 150 words eh. ok i suck at summary but still. OH YES I MANAGED TO SQUEEZE EVERYTHING WITHIN 149 WORDS AHAHHAAHA. lol. i don't care if the answers don't make sense. i don't care anymore.

HISTORY RESEARCH IS ABOUT A HYPOTHETICAL SEQ QUESTION. can i not do it :(

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2011-12-07T12:42:00.001+08:00

WHY. IS. HIGHER. CHINESE. SO. DIFFICULT. damn that revision paper. -rips it into million pieces- LOL JOKING I DON'T WANNA WASTE PAPER T_T

STOP IT OMGGGGGGGGGG I REALLY DON'T WANT TO HAVE A BIAS K LOLOLOL. YOU'RE NOT GOING TO STOP UNTIL I ACCEPT GONGCHAN AS MY BIAS EH. THEEEEEN. STILL NO. too bad hahahahaaaaaaa.

i just realised i'm left with all the shitty homework to do. ALL THE HUMANITIES+CHINESE+AMATH TYS. damn. WHATISTHIS. OK WHATEVER I SHALL IGNORE DOING HOMEWORK FOR THE TIME BEING AND READ FATE/ZERO WHEEEEEE. i'm only at chapter 1 part 2 OMGWTF.

my mother told me after o levels i should learn a new language like japanese/korean or go to work. LOL. maybe cuz she doesn't want me to be like my sis and waste my life away for 2 months :X but jap seems difficult o.o korean seems difficult too but at least i know how to read most of the korean characters. READ ONLY, i don't even know what those characters mean. why am i even thinking about this lol. if it's possible i want to learn both if my brain allows it!! *wishful thinking* I CAN'T EVEN HANDLE MY ENGLISH AND CHINESE T_T

i give up ranting about koreans going to japan for japanese debuts. i don't a damn about it anymore.

i just realised i've never seen any B1A4 MV on any korean cable tv show :/ i remembered O.K MV played once but my mother just changed the channel cuz she wasn't interested in kpop at that time :( wait, i saw Only Learnt Bad Things MV when i was watching Match Up on MTV Asia. OH WAIT. i completely forgotten about it being aired on MTV Asia omg :O OH MY FAGGOT I JUST CHECKED THE FREAKING TV GUIDE THIS WEEK'S EPISODE IS THE LAST EPISODE OMGGGGGGG I WANT TO WATCH IT ON THE HD TV. but... 9pm on sunday, that HD tv is sure being taken T_T *CRIES* oh wait... 9PM IS THE SECOND AIRTIME 12PM IS THE ACTUAL ONE *sees a ray of hope* hope my parents won't drag me out on sunday... but then again, THE TV WILL BE MOST LIKELY TAKEN UP AGAIN. *sees hope being crushed* :(

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2011-12-06T00:19:00.001+08:00

I'VE READ FINISHED THE 50 CHAPTERS OF LETTER BEE AND NOW I'M PROCEEDING TO READ ANOTHER LIGHT NOVEL CALLED FATE/ZERO. the translations of Letter Bee stopped at an exciting part :( as for Fate/Zero, i've just read the first part of the prologue lol, but it's already dragging me into the plot :O GOOD. ok i should go sleep now goodnight ppl. B1A4 BETTER NOT TWEET WHILE I'M SLEEPING. they most probably won't anyway.

i've got nothing to blog today :/ usually by 6pm my blog posts would be usually super-wordy already but today... there's nothing. i don't know, there aren't any updates on B1A4/manga, and my life isn't that interesting since i stay at home and rot my life away...

there's nothing to do on the ipod so i went back to the com lol.

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2011-12-05T09:02:00.001+08:00

B1A4 SPAMMED TWITTER AGAIN OMG. AND THEY TWEETED AT 12 HOW CAN I MISS IT. i should have used the com until i sleep ;_; WHAT'S WITH THE SWEET FANSERVICE ON TWITTER. OMG B1A4 IF YOU HAD TWEETED SLIGHTLY EARLIER I WILL STAY ON THE COM CUZ THERE'S ONLY A FEW TWEETS DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE LAST TWEET I SAW LAST NIGHT AND THEIR FIRST TWEET. waaaaaaaaaae ;_;

DAMN THE PRETTY CPS!!!! *O* DAMN I GOT DISTRACTED. i was scrolling halfway through the b1a4 tag when i saw a tweet update on Bakuman. I DON'T CARE I SHALL READ FIRST. the chapter... TAKAGI DON'T BE SOME SOPPY IDIOT TRUST MASHIRO AND YOU EDITOR WILL YA LOL. although it's a little soppy, but somehow i find it interesting. hmm...

LOL WHAT IS THIS i plan to start doing my homework at 10am but after all the manga/twitter/tumblr it's almost 11am. DAMN.

WHY IS IT SO COLD TODAY WTF. and fans are forever greedy. i don't even want to rant about this anymore because i'm getting immune to all those greediness. and i'm supposed to do my history research but i'm forever being distracted. haish.

OMG B1A4'S SUNBAE WHY YOU SPOIL THE FUNNNNNNNNNNN :( PUT ASIDE THE FUN, WHY THE HELL ARE THEY RECORDING THEIR NEW TITLE SONG TODAY RIGHT NOW :O THEIR GOODBYE STAGE WAS JUST YESTERDAY O_O oh well... i guess kpop idols have sad lives :/ and Sandeul-oppa, NICE PIC OF JINYOUNG :) SINCE SANDEUL TWEETED, I SHALL STAY ON THE COM AT LEAST UNTIL MIDNIGHT. I DON'T CARE. THEY MIGHT TWEET ANYTIME YOU KNOW :( THEY DIDN'T TWEET BUT... THEIR SUNBAE DID TWEET ABOUT THEM SO IT'S CONSIDERED AS A YES? :/

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2011-12-04T18:24:00.001+08:00

MY LOVE GOODBYE STAGE FOR INKIGAYO WAS PRETTY!! THE STAGE BACKGROUND+OUTFITS IS JUST LOOOOOOOVE *O* the background is actually... THE NIGHT SCENE OF THE CBD AREA IN SG OKWHUT. but it's pretty!! plus the colour of their outfits... it's purple!! plus they looked happy performing! :)

B1A4. i intend to be biasless. because all of B1A4 are all... likeable. it's like K-ON. although i love Azu-nyan like mad, the other members bring out her character. the only different thing is that... i just can't find a bias in B1A4. BUT SOMEONE IS FORCING ME TO HAVE A BIAS EH.

i don't like rainy days. it makes me don't feel like doing anything except lazing around on the bed/sofa. UGH I MUST FINISH MY HOMEWORK :(

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2011-12-03T10:31:00.001+08:00

O_O YOU MEAN THOSE KPOP ARTISTS PERFORMING FOR MO.A RIGHT NOW ARE STAYING IN GENTING. OMFG NO WONDER I FOUND THE HOTEL NAME SO FAMILIAR. wow. okay... IN THE PAST I'LL MOST LIKELY BE OVER THERE AT GENTING OMGGGGGGGG. why oh why T_T

everyone's all going out to study while i'm just chilling in front of the com/doing homework at home. i've been doing that for the past month :/ i haven't really studied tbh. i just... study by doing homework. like you know, refreshing your memory about topics relating to the homework?? that ain't really studying... right? :/

i'm more interested in the MO.A updates than Music Core lol. as in, i'm curious what songs will B1A4 perform later since they're gonna perform 5 songs. Beautiful Target, My Love, O.K, Only Learnt Bad Things and ___. it's either Bling Girl or Only One or Chu Chu Chu. hmm... I WANT ANOTHER ONLY ONE STAGE!!! *wishful thinking* it's most likely Chu Chu Chu.

the stupid stream had to hang twice psh. anyway... THE STAGE BACKGROUND WAS NICE. i like it! hmm... there isn't much to comment tho... i think Baro looks cool in red!!

seeing updates on MO.A made me wonder... why didn't i go to their showcase at August?? most probably because i don't have company, and also... IT WAS ON NATIONAL DAY :( i'm not some patriotic citizen, but i wouldn't want kpop to fill my mind on the day when i look forward to the watching marchpast so badly. one day... i want to be part of the marchpast contingent too. i wonder if i will have the chance...

if you let me choose between seeing B1A4 live or being part of the marchpast contingent and i only can choose one, i rather be part of the marchpast :) GUIDES MADE ME THIS WAY DON'T JUDGE ME T_T

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2011-12-02T09:52:00.001+08:00

aish, i really don't want to go out today but my mother tempted me with otah -.- I DIDN'T EAT OTAH FOR A VERY LONG TIME K T_T oh well... it's not as if B1A4 is performing on Music Bank today right?

seems that being dragged out to shop for CNY clothes isn't that bad afterall? I SPENT $100 ON CLOTHES TODAY WTF. for a person like me to spend $100 on clothes... i'm shocked myself. ahh... but i still haven't buy new shoes to fit my CNY clothes. I NEED FEMININE-LOOKING SHOES. since i bought i feminine-looking blouse :/

B1A4, f(x) and SJ in the same flight? WOULDN'T THAT CAUSE RUCKUS IN THE MALAYSIA AIRPORT LOL (nothing will be as bad as MAMA tho...) and Korea seems really cold... THEY'RE WEARING THICK THICK JACKETS O.O well... you can take all of them away once you reach Malaysia lol the temperature in Malaysia is almost the same as sg hahahaha.

LOL BANA CLASSMATE DO YOU REALISE I'M REALLY STALKING YOU ON YOUR FANGIRL TWITTER. or did you tweet that cuz you know i'm stalking you ._. should i unfollow your fangirl twitter now that you accepted my follow reqeust for your original twitter? hmm... i should LOL.

OH YESH IF SONIA KO IS A BANA NOW... NEXT TIME IF THERE'S ANY B1A4-RELATED EVENTS TO BE HELD IN SG... I'VE GOT COMPANY!!!! omg why you no like B1A4 earlier, we can go to their sg showcase together then T_T OMG WHAT'S WITH THE SUDDEN FLOOD OF SPROUT DANCE POSTS ON SONIA KO'S TUMBLR O_O

OH WAIT K-ON MOVIE RELEASED TMR IN JAP RIGHT. YAY. although i don't get to watch :( I WANNA WATCH THE K-ON MOVIE IT SEEMS SO COOOOOOOOL D:

LETTER BEE IS SO CRYABLE ;_; i didn't shed a single tear though lol. i'm reading so fast now... at chapter 40 now :/ oh well... once i get into the plot of the manga it's difficult to read the series slowly anymore T_T some manga have such good plots, i wonder why some ppl just despise it. those ppl just assume that manga is all about fighting and violence -.- IT IS NOT K.

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2011-12-01T12:17:00.001+08:00

LOL i was supposed to research about some history stuff but i got distracted by those Sukira translations :X ahh... i finally finished those 30 amath questions for... 4 days. and although i seem to have quite little hw left it still seems quite a lot :( haish. hope i can finish all of them by the end of hols!! and those sciences and humanities homework seems completely alien to me now T_T and i just realised i forgot to print out the geog hw... argh.

i miss going to campfires!! :( how come this year only have so few campfires... i rmb last year i went for almost 10 campfires or sth lol.

if i understood korean fully, i wouldn't need to depend on tumblr for kpop updates. i will just sign up on daum/korean fansites and get updates from there. some tumblr users start to piss me off. but i'll have to hold it in, cuz i don't have a choice.

oh damn i've read 25 chapters of Letter Bee already :O the latest translated chapter is only chapter 50!! and i'm reading at a very slow pace already. hope i don't catch up to the latest chapter so quickly!! :/

LOL i was cursing WM Ent just now for making B1A4 go to the Hallyu Wave concert+Inkigayo right after their Malaysia mini-concert, but seeing that this sunday's Inkigayo performance is B1A4's last stage for My Love, I FORGIVE THAT COMPANY. guess that company is HUMANE afterall, since after My Love promotions they have to go for their jap showcase and jap debut (which i completely hate). and then after all the jap promotions is... NEW KOREAN(?) ALBUM! i don't care i'm gonna trust their sunbae's tweet about the new album :)

KHR NEW CHAPTER! Amano-sensei, thank you for putting in gags in the recent chapters HAHAHAH. as for the next chapter... IT BETTER BE GOOD.

oh yeah, tmr's friday right? no more looking forward to B1A4 performing at Music Bank for a long long time :( it may be painful waiting for them to comeback in korea again, but i'll wait (forever, never forget... Remember starts playing in my head~). anyway next year will be a busy year, i don't think i even have to time to keep up with their updates. who knows? i may have time to stan another group. or leave the kpop world for more manga and anime goodness.

i just realised Kanou's birthday is in 28 days o.o ok that was random. but he doesn't even appear in the manga anymore, i'm sad :(

OMG THE TV PLAYING A CHANCE ENCOUNTER NOW. B1A4444444. oh shit what B1A4 have done to me. if it was the past i don't even know wth is that song. it was playing in some kdrama in KBS World my mother is watching right now.

although it's pre-recorded and it's on saturday, B1A4 IS PERFORM 4TH LAST IN MUSIC CORE THIS WEEK :D i'm glad.

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2011-11-30T09:28:00.001+08:00

LISTENING SOMETHING SO MELODIOUS IN THE MORNING IS SO GREAT *O* B1A4 sang a cover of Kim Bumsoo's It's Only Love at a MBC concert and it's so lovely!! i'm listening to the original version now. B1A4 remixed the song a little with a rap, but it's still awesome!! GONGCHAN'S LOVELY SWEET VOICE!! SANDEUL'S AND JINYOUNG'S AD-LIBS :O when i first saw the photos of this performance i thought they performed Chu Chu Chu, but they performed a cover instead! and also they performed this cover previously when BlockB1A4 invaded Shimshimtapa :P

one of my ELF friends... you're starting to piss me off with your selfishness. but i feel wrong to judge you since... both of us only have one bias group. but even so, i don't know how you feel at all. well... maybe because i don't even love B1A4. i only like them, while you love SJ wholeheartedly.

FUCK. THE MCOUNTDOWN FANCAFE STAGE THINGY AIRED ON TV. OMG. HDDDDDDDDD. OH SHIT THE SEXY PART IS COMING UP SOON. OMGGGGGGG. AWKWARD MOMENT COMING UP. OK I DIDN'T FACE THE TV WHEN THEIR BUTTS AND LEGS WERE FLASHED ON TV LOOOOOOOOL. OMG I PERSPIRING LIKE MAD. well i always break out in perspiration when i'm excited. LOL MY MOTHER ASKED ME IF THEY'RE FAMOUS IN KOREA. well... they are, considering they're just rookies. i can't believe i perspired so much until i had to wash off the sweat from my palms WTF.

OMG IF KMTV IS PLAYING OLD SONGS LIKE BE MINE, THERE MIGHT BE A CHANCE THAT THEY MIGHT PLAY BEAUTIFUL TARGET OR OK OR ONLY LEARNT BAD THINGS YES PLEASE!!!

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2011-11-29T09:46:00.001+08:00

my mother and sis are unhappy about MAMA cuz they can't watch the 7pm kdrama o.o i don't know about my sis, but my mother watched the entire drama before already...

O_O well ok. i was trying to hide the fact about me liking B1A4 and you have to reveal it. WELL OK. ok. nevermind. it will be revealed somehow one day by my other friends anyway. but the fact that you mention me on twitter with somebody... i didn't follow although we're classmates, IS JUST AWKWARD. we barely even talk in class.

ahh i wanted to listen to songs using the radio speakers but i have no mood. gaah nvm i shall use the com. oh well :/

everyone is waiting excitedly for MAMA, while i'm here... blasting music from my com while doing amath LOL. and singing out loud HAHAHAHAAAA.

it's 10 minutes to 4pm and i can't concentrate my homework. EVERYONE IS TWEETING ABOUT MAMA GOSH. at least let me do my amath without distractions :(

LOL I GOT BORED WATCHING THE RED CARPET AND SO I SWITCHED MY COM. i really really really hope that the New Male Artist Award will be given out first. PLEASE. I DON'T CARE A DAMN ABOUT THE OTHER AWARDS I'M SORRY.

i have to get my heart ready, although i already predicted the winner of New Male Artist Award. it's coming. shit i'm getting all... excited :O ahh shit whenever i get excited i will lose my appetite :( OMG THIS EXCITED FEELING JUST GET OFF ME I WANT TO EAT MY DINNER HAPPILY. oh shit. faggot. OMGOMGOMG. SHIT MY HEART'S BEATING SO FAST NOW. OMFGOMFG. argh sooner or later i will spout vulgarities in excitement omg. quickly just give out the damn awards i don't want to choke on my dinner.

OMF ARE THEY GIVING OUT MALE OR FEMALE FIRST. ok i knew Huh Gak would win nevermind. why is my heart beating so fast. WHY AM I SHIVERING. OK NVM THEY WILL WIN THE ROOKIE AWARD OF SMA/GDA. they will. *pinning hopes on these two* hey i calmed down already that was fast :D good.

i shall save the ipod's battery for later at night to watch fancams :) anyway there's nothing to tweet for me, so i rather blog on the com :D

somehow i find MAMA... quite interesting LOL. well good for me cuz there aren't any B1A4/manga updates for now :)

SONIA KO LIKES B1A4 OMGWHUT. ALTHOUGH SHOCKED BUT THAT MEANS ANOTHER B1A4 FAN WHO I KNOW IRL!!! YES GOOD GOOD GOOD :D

IF MY MOTHER, SIS AND I ACTUALLY SAID OUR TRUE COMMENTS ABOUT KPOP ON FB AND TWITTER, WE'LL GET BASHED BADLY.

OK I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN. if an artist won an award but is not present, they will auto announce the results, SO WHY WAS I SO EXCITED WHEN THE ANNOUNCERS OF NEW MALE/FEMALE ARTISTS AKA MISS A CAME OUT. and the only rookies who came are only Huh Gak and A Pink. so, that was the most predictable award ever -.-

IF I COMMENT ANYTHING FROM NOW ON, I WILL GET BASHED, SLAUGHTERED, THEN KILLED. so i shall keep comments to myself :|

honestly, why am i even caring about kpop groups which i don't have interest in. what a waste of my time. anyway, MAMA is the most flawed awards show. and sorry for this super long post.

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2011-11-28T09:16:00.001+08:00

when i watched the suju fancam (out of curiosity) about ytd, i was like... WTFSERIOUSLY. a disgrace. anyway, i was just trying to look for yg dancers fancams cuz my ELF friends said they walked through them LOL. i never knew YG dancers were this famous to have ppl to actually take fancams of them :/ it's difficult to look out for my friends though lololol. IT'S REALLY DIFFICULT. okay i give up lol.

so... Sandeul tweets about how good he is at taking polaroid photos. HAHAHA OKAY YOU EGO DUCKIE... B1A4 members are definitely camwhorers o.o and then there's a tweet by their sunbae, something about B1A4's new album. PLEASE NO. i have freaking o levels next year k. i was hoping for them to promote in japan for a supeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer long time. but it seems impossible now. and... why so rush T_T unless... IT'S A FULL ALBUM *O* B1A4's sunbae, why did you tweet that :(

ok what's wrong with me. last week i was appetite-less and almost died eating for every meal. but today i'm like hungry all the time. i guess being hungry is 100 times better than appetite-less :)

OH YES ALONE AT HOME TMR. i can blast the radio speakers again!! yesssssssh :D

did 2h of amaths woots!! now brain dead ugh. but i feel accomplished! i finished more than half of that amath revision paper!! haish but the worst part has yet to come, which is proving :( oh well... i shall eat dinner to get back my energy lololol. and start those proving questions tmr!

why am i excited for MAMA omgwtf. the winner for New Male Artist is so super obvious, yet i'm still hoping. AND THE TV KEEPS ON PLAYING THE MAMA AD. well, it's tmr, i can't complain... ~~or should i not watch?~~ fat hope i will definitely watch it. cuz i think the New Male Artist award is the first award to be given out o.o i hope it will be the first award to be given out so that i don't need to wait for so long :/

LOL I JUST REALISED B1A4 WASN'T EVEN NOMINATED FOR MMA. well okay i'm... slow :X

I FORGOT TO MENTION THIS YTD WHEN I WATCHED BAKUMAN, THE PRODUCERS MADE THE ANIME OP OF CROW SO FREAKING COOL *O* teehee. gif from tumblr :)

I FEEL SO WEIRD NOW. it's like a nervous feeling, but it's not. i feel as if i can cry any minute, but i don't even feel sad. but now that i'm the com, i feel... normal again. wtf is wrong with me :(

yeah anyway, i watched finished another hkdrama, Forensic Heroes III!! can i say the last case they solved was so scary and creepy?? and hkdramas are turning into kdramas. the director made a good person die and her boyfriend cried so much ;_; and that guy is my fave character in that drama LOL. it is a good drama though!! enjoyed watching it a lot :)

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2011-11-27T09:25:00.001+08:00

OMG THE STUPID INTERNET :( i took almost half an hour just to get all my pages loaded -.- and when i mean the pages can't load, they ain't even loaded slowly. they refuse to load -.-

THE UPGRADED SPROUT DANCE. it looks kinda... unglam LOL. but it was uber hilarious :D "The upgraded Sprout dance is about the baby sprouts going through the rebellious stage of puberty."

BAKUMAN NEW CHAPTER! WHEN NIIZUMA IS SERIOUS HE LOOKS SCARY. i'm not that interested in this arc...

FAIRY TAIL NEW CHAPTER! starting of the arc!! hope it'll be great with loads of new cool awesome skills!

i sort of regret not being an extra in the airport today LOL. i wanna see how chaotic will it be in the airport :P and well... to see korean artistes. my mother jokingly asked me this morning if i want to go to the airport LOL. oh well... i'd probably be squished by the crowd since i suck at squeezing in crowds :X i wonder how my ELF friends felt today... they were so despo to see them in flesh. aren't you guys watching SS4 next year? :O as for me... i don't really desire to see B1A4 in flesh. i just don't :) i don't know why too. but if you give me a free ticket to their showcase/concert, i'll gladly go HAHAHHAAAAA :P

YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I AGREE THIS FORUM THREAD SO MUCH.
i don't know about the other fandoms, but i definitely agree to the bana fandom. SOMETIMES THE BANA FANDOM PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH WITH THE DELUSIONAL MINDS. don't group me with them. i don't even consider myself as a bana since i'm more of a 'solo' fan. (i've explained this for so many times, but yet i'm still blogging about this) i don't want to show my fangirl side to other ppl, not even on the internet. yeah, i feel like a total coward, just fangirling my thoughts here. (no link but i want to type it out) B1A4. these 5 guys. i just hope i will still be interested with B1A4 until the day they disband. i hope they will stay as the same 5, not changing any members.

so... my ELF friends are really disappointed cuz they saw only vans? and SGELFs banging onto SuJu's vans? I CAN TOTALLY IMAGINE IT OUT. WHAT DO YOU EXPECT, SUJU IS EXTREMELY POPULAR IN SG. and there are also other kpop artistes there. this is a life of a fangirl. so stop complaining. if you don't like it, you can choose to leave the kpop world. but obviously you can't, so live with it. and be like me. be less crazy about your bias groups. everyday, i'm just seeing updates and getting myself entertained. make kpop your source of entertainment, not your life :)

SUCH A WORDY POST O.O i'm... sorry lol.

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2011-11-26T16:26:00.001+08:00

open house was pretty much a waste of time... :( yeah. after open house me jj sarah and jacelyn went to bugis to eat lunch at subway and then go walk walk around bugis junction and went to take neoprints HAHAHA :) never took neoprints for a long long time already!! i looked kinda retarded but it's ok :D

ahh... my friend insulted Shinwoo in front of my face. although i said because i had no bias so i don't feel angry, BUT DEEP DOWN I WAS MENTALLY PUNCHING HER. it's like... she said Shinwoo is ugly, and i was like WHUT THE HELL HE'S SO SUPER GOOD-LOOKING. but then she said Jinyoung looked cute in the it B1A4 photocard so... i didn't hold a grudge lol. you're lucky that i find all of SuJu good-looking, and their singing skills are good.

so... there's no Music Core today. okay... luckily i went out today :)

Fairy Tail new episode!! somehow i look forward to Loke vs Capricorn battle. i don't know, i've always liked Celestial Spirits-related battles... and i loved Loke arc *O* that arc... although only 2 episodes, but it's so cryable ;_; Loke could be my fave character in Fairy Tail :)

YES BANA CLASSMATE BE MORE CRAZY ABOUT TEEN TOP :D i don't mind you being more Angel/Inspirit than Bana. YESSSSSSS. ok lol wishful thinking i believe her ultimate bias group is B1A4. the only reason i mention you so often in my posts is because you're like the first person i know irl who is practically mad about B1A4.

I FEEL SO DEAD ON TWITTER. should i tweet some random lyric?? LOL. ok i should... quote lyrics from My Love yay! :) OK THAT TWEET WAS RANDOM LULZ. but My Love is such a nice song!!!! (although the genre is Euro-pop WHUT.) and i love the lyrics of My Love among all the songs in it B1A4♥

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2011-11-25T00:14:00.001+08:00

oh damn i should sleep soon. i will not nap tmr for Music Bank.

GOOD MORNING PPL. i'm so scared for tmr although there's nothing to be afraid of :( it's not as if ma'ams will suddenly appear right? :X

B1A4 16th to perform today!? O.O that's really... late. which is good lol. i can switch on the tv at 6.20pm :)

OK B1A4 PERFORMED BEFORE 6PM. LUCKILY I WATCHED MUSIC BANK FROM THE START. CUZ B1A4 WAS AT BACKSTAGE. BACK STAGE. when Sandeul's face was shown, for a second i was thinking WHY THE HELL IS SANDEUL HERE?! then i saw that it was B1A4 and A Pink backstage. OMG MY HEART ALMOST DIED WHILE SANDEUL AND GONGCHAN WERE TALKING. I DIDN'T TWEET THIS CUZ THE IPOD WAS CHARGING :( as for the performance, it was... normal? wait, it isn't. i don't know, the whole performance felt so... serious. i know it's a more mature and cooler song, but still... there isn't any smiles at all :( it felt really scary... like when the camera focused on Jinyoung, his eyes looked like... HE'S GONNA CRY ;_; i'm serious. his eyes were all abnormally shiny. it can't be the contacts right? ok i'm overthinking. *convincing self* but when i look at that screencap of Jinyoung it's impossible not to overthink. gaaaaaaaaah. this can what boredom can do to you. it makes you overthink about useless shit.

FAGGOT I THOUGHT MYNAME ISN'T PERFORMING TODAY WTF. WHY ARE THEY PERFORMING AFTER B1A4. IS MESSAGE REALLY SO NICE. I ONLY LIKE THE CHORUS. *anger building up* WHAT IS THIS SHIT. i don't dislike MYNAME, i'm just a jealous fan. don't worry... i won't bash MYNAME.

and why am i making myself more pissed by reading confessions.

the b1a4 tag on tumblr is dead. it's scary. usually after B1A4 performs a lot of ppl will comment about the performance but... there's nothing.

I'M BORED. i want to do some amath, but the thing is i completely forgot how to do super simple trigo questions. haish. this happen all the time when i don't do amath for a long time.

OK WHAT NOW MY JUNIOR WANT TO BRING HER FRIEND ALONG TO HELP OUT. i appreciate it, but... I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I WILL GET SCOLDED OR NOT TO LET JUNIORS COME AND HELP. somehow i look forward to tmr, but at the same time i'm not. OK WHAT IS THIS. wait, is that woman gonna appear tmr? IF SHE'S COMING I'LL GET KILLED FOR SURE. i mean, it's seriously not my fault. i thought that when you let me choose juniors to help me out, i meant that i could bring those juniors to help out on the actual day.

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2011-11-24T18:58:00.001+08:00

WTF FROM WHAT I HEARD, SCIENCE TEACHERS ARE GONNA FOLLOW US UP FOR SEC4. ok. i'm gonna die for my both sciences. seriously.

so... today i went to ecp. IT WAS SO SUNNY THANK YOU SKY I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU LOLOLOL. but didn't managed to pick much kindlings cuz in the morning it was drizzling and ytd it rained super heavily so.. :/ and me, sarah and jj were slacking half the time LOL. haish. about the twigs... *sighs*

i saw someone at the bus stop just now while i was in the bus. but she didn't see me... oh well, i was sitting at the right side of the bus, of cuz she can't see me :/ i actually wanted to move my seat to the left since i was sitting at the last row of seats and all of them are empty, but i didn't cuz the bus driver drove too fast and i didn't even manage to wave. i actually almost screamed out her name in the bus too :X and my heart pained when... she smsed the other 2 to go out with her. i didn't say anything, but i feel kinda sad inside. now i really hope to have a cca chalet really really soon, i want to see and talk to her normally. i don't know if she will come to my blog ever again... i want her to see this message. (although this shows the selfish, jealous and creepy side of me...)

i don't know what's wrong with me these few days, i seem to have lost my appetite to eat, for this whole week. wait, it has been like this since last friday, after watching B1A4's My Love first stage. i hope it's not because of B1A4 :/

OMGWTF MELON MUSIC AWARDS IS TODAY. i don't know at all. i don't even know if B1A4 was nominated for the rookie award. ARGHHHHHHH. OMFG HUH GAK'S PERFORMANCE AT MMA ;_; it would be wrong if he didn't win. AND BEAST WON THE ARTIST OF THE YEAR AWARD THAT WAS UNEXPECTED :O sarah would be screaming with joy LOLOLOL.

today after lunch when sarah, jj and i finished lunch, sarah and jj begged me to let them go to Comics Connection (lol?) at parkway so i just let them go. they were pointing out all the B1A4 stuff while admiring their SuJu and Beast stuff haha. then i saw one B1A4 nametag-like badge, but slightly larger than a normal one. it was grey with silver wordings, which is B1A4's logo. IT WAS SO PRETTY OMG but it's really ex and... i won't even pin it anywhere so i didn't buy it T_T something really random lolololol, i just wanted to blog this for some reason LOL.

KHR NEW CHAPTER! WHAT'S WITH THE UNEXPECTED TWIST IN THE STORY. it's a good one, fortunately :D AMANO-SENSEI, GOOD JOB!!

just read some articles about the 'old'/first generation kpop. i knew some 1st generation artists, but i never really go listen to their songs since... they obviously don't fit my taste for music. an example of generation gap lol. reading all these articles are much more refreshing and interesting than scandalous articles about kpop :)

I'M TELLING SUCH A OBVIOUS LIE OMG I DON'T CARE ALREADY. i suck at lying but i'm so screwed up now and have no choice but to lie WTF. i just got myself into deep shit i could have avoided haish. i don't mean to be a bad senior but... i suck at communicating with juniors, esp sec1s. sometimes i wonder how did i even be an i/c. so much for being a 'good' senior.

sometimes i wish juniors would respect us like how hoobaes respect their sunbaes in korea. i don't get how juniors nowadays think. i mean like... when i was in sec1 i was super scared of the sec3s. when they sms me about guides stuff i would be super careful in my replies, trying to phrase them in the most respectful yet natural way. i would not dare to say that 'i can't go' for camp prep. i don't even dare talk back to my seniors. i'm serious. but now. instead of they being scared of me, i'm scared of them. this is why i can never be a leader. i'm always afraid to offend ppl unknowingly. i'm just too kind and cowardly. how am i going to survive in the harsh world with my kindness and cowardliness in the future omg. my future seems... bleak now suddenly T_T SOMEONE OUT THERE, I NEED GUIDANCE TO LEARN HOW TO BE LESS CARING ABOUT HOW PPL THINK ABOUT ME. i think that's my most major and worst weakness.

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2011-11-23T09:29:00.001+08:00

dreams usually last for a period of time right? but just now i had a dream that lasted for a few seconds. YES. what a dream. i dreamed about B1A4 winning the rookie award, and then it ended. i just saw the announcer and them walking up on stage and... THE END OF THE DREAM. seriously ._. i don't even know which music awards they were at, i don't even know where i was and what my reaction was. i didn't see their reactions/see them having their speech. ok that dream was stupid. ignore this paragraph.

i just watched the fancam of Jinyoung reading his bday message and... I TAKE BACK MY WORDS OF YOU BEING CHEAPO cuz the paper was really pretty with pictures in it and the message was really long. staring at his face for 6mins while not understanding whatever he's talking about *O* and HE CRIED OMG. well, more of just... teared. but actually, i can't even see his eyes properly with eyeliner (i think?)+super dark eyebags which makeup can't even conceal+frizzy long fringe :/

gaaaaaaaaaaah i'm paranoid :( please please please please please don't rain tmr or i'll just die for open house. don't even drizzle. my mother made me regret so much for not going to ecp ytd cuz it didn't rain for the entire day.

JINYOUNG WHY IS YOUR BIRTHDAY SPEECH SO LONG YOU MADE IT SO... EMOTIONAL OMG. i didn't cry, i didn't even have the feeling of crying at all but. it's so... TOUCHING. it's so long and detailed for every single member you mentioned. oh shit why did i suddenly remember about what happened on sec4 farewell earlier this year :(

LOL what the heck am i doing. i read Jinyoung's super long message translations again, then watched the fancam of him reading his message again, then when i clicked play on my media player, IT PLAYED ONLY ONE. now, my tears almost came out now that i know what he's talking about ._. AND NOW THE TV IS SHOWING SOME EMO SCENE WITH EMO BGM. WTF.

IGNORE ME I FEEL LIKE I HAVE TO POST THIS FANCAM ON MY BLOG.

DO YOU WANT TO GET PUNCHED BY ME. fancy complaining about tmr at twitter, IN FRONT OF MY FACE. I'M ONLINE AT TWITTER ALMOST ALL THE TIME. AND YOU THINK I WANNA PUT AT SUCH A WEIRD, POTENTIAL RAINING TIMING. I HAVE NO CHOICE TOO. IF YOU'RE THAT UNHAPPY WHY DID YOU SAY YOU'RE FREE TMR HUH. i give you the freedom to choose the date i don't mind going out multiple times. I CHOSE TMR FOR A REASON. if you want, blame my kind-heartedness. i've been looking forward to tmr so badly, since it has been so long that i've been so fired up for guides. and you have to be there, complaining. i know that you have something on after that. ok so... i shall be a kind person again and you can go earlier k. *breathes in, breathes out* ok i know it's me and my stupid last min planning but... OK I ADMIT I'M A LAZY ASS K. or if you want... you can come in the morning and i break my friend's promise to help in gadgets and accommodate your timing instead... and about the junior that can suddenly come... i can ask her to come earlier too so that we can go all go together. HAHA LIKE REAL I WILL DO THAT. i never forced you into coming tmr in the first place.

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2011-11-22T08:40:00.001+08:00

woah. long time no see tweets from B1A4 but... at 4am?? woah. seems like you guys went to the supermarket. at 4am. i see.

putting 6 smses into one cuz i'm lazy to answers questions :P it ends up, out of 3, 2 can't go, 1 didn't reply o.o oi juniors my smses aren't free :|

*CHOKES ON SALIVA* omgomgomg. i was just shocked at the Singles magazine photoshoot scans. B1A4 looks... completely different O.O this will cause a SUPER HUGE uproar. oh so the photoshoot's for christmas.

i'm afraid of high-class restaurants.

i can't stand B1A4's aegyo. AT ALL. except Gongchan's one :) the aegyo they did during Jinyoung's bday event, is totally revolting. i wonder how Jinyoung can stay poker-faced for so long after he was showed such DISGUSTING, GROSS aegyo, by the other 3 besides Gongchan. wait, Sandeul's one isn't even aegyo. it's like seducing Jinyoung in a cute way O.O (yes i'm serious they look like complete disgusting idiots when they force out aegyo... but if they don't purposely do aegyo, they're much much cuter that way!!)

MY HEART PAINS WHEN I SEE B1A4'S SCHEDULE. IT'S SO PACKED :( yes, i won't crave for more of them. although i might be bored without their updates, but at least i still have manga and anime with me :)

I SHOULD NOT HAVE DONE THE STUPID FAVE BAND/SINGER THINGY ON FB PRI SCH FRIENDS ARE LIKING THAT STATUS BUT I HAVE ZERO IDEA WHAT BAND/SINGER THEY LIKE O.O *regrets deeply* I AIN'T LIKING ANYMORE. i'm scared. I'M SWITCHING OFF MY COM THIS INSTANT.

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2011-11-21T09:06:00.001+08:00

OK WHAT IS THIS I WATCHED THE FANCAM WITH SHINWOO KISSING JINYOUNG AND OMG. i can feel the awkwardness all the way from the com screen. it got me so excited in the morning LOL.

I CAN'T UNDERSTAND THE MINDS OF OVER-OBSESSED FANS. sometimes the way they think, i just want to kill them. -ends of rant- (i know that i'm wrong to think this way since they are allowed to say anything on the internet and that i can just choose not to read their posts... but still.)

argh why is it raining so early today :( FROM TMR TILL SAT YOU MUST NOT RAIN AT ALL. *wishful thinking*

NICE ONE B1A4 AND WM ENT. because of you guys, i won't even watch MAMA at all :) good, i can use that 4h to do homework/maple/pokemon. and i don't want to waste my time to watch such a screwed up music awards show. i rather B1A4 win the rookie award for other music award shows than MAMA. but if B1A4 does win the rookie award for MAMA, i will definitely feel happy for them :) and like the rest of the banas and B1A4 themselves, i also want them to win the rookie award since it's a once in a lifetime award...

BUT AFTER TYPING SO MUCH^, i'll most probably watch it *self-contradicts* :( i'll watch it, FOR THE MALE ROOKIE AWARD. when the male rookie award is being presented, i will run straight to the tv.

sorry i really want to post this vid here at my blog :) THE KISS SCENE. it's nothing gross, it's just FILLED WITH ULTIMATE AWKWARDNESS HAHAHA. all 5 of the members are shocked. YES all 5 of them, shocked.

I NEVER KNEW MY SIS LIKED BEAUTIFUL TARGET A LOT. I MEAN... I DON'T GET MY SIS'S TASTE IN SONGS.

OMG JINYOUNG YOU CHEAPSKAPE WHY IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MESSAGE WRITTEN ON NORMAL A4 BLANK PAPER. LOL JKJK I'M SORRY. it's the message that matters right? :) ok now i want to watch the fancam of Jinyoung reading his birthday message!!

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2011-11-20T11:39:00.001+08:00

WTH I HAVEN'T BEEN SLEEPING WELL FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS FOR SOME REASON OMFG D: i woke up at 9, as usual... i mean i don't sleep a lot like ppl who can sleep past 12pm o.o but i sleep early, like confirm sleep before 1am LOL i'm a good girl :) i don't even take naps at all. so whyyyyy D:

BAKUMAN NEW CHAPTER!! THIS CHAPTER FREAKS ME OUT. SERIOUSLY. it's not only freaky, it's too unrealistic. i mean, that time Mashiro worked so hard for Detective Trap and he fainted. but this time he's literally working like some dog for 6 days without sleeping and resting, and he looks like some complete zombie only. maybe cuz he had school in the past but still... WHO THE HELL ARE YOU KIDDING. but i admire the friendship between Ashirogi and their assistants in this chapter :)

SHINWOO KISSED JINYOUNG OMGGGGGGG. what is this ultimate crazy fanservice you have there during Jinyoung's birthday event :O hmm not that i really mind but... it's weird seeing a guy kissing another guy on the cheek :| and so... MY MESSAGE TO JINYOUNG ACTUALLY CAME TRUE O.O i wanted him and Shinwoo to be less awkward. I HAVE TO SEE A FANCAM OF THIS. i have to.

ok at least i'm given liberty to do what i want for open house this time round wheeeeeeee~ thank youuu!!! i must do well this time, unlike the previous open house :X it failed... terribly :( i shall be a hard worker this time. NO SLACKING FOR ME.

OK I'M HERE DISCUSSING ABOUT OPEN HOUSE ON TWITTER, BUT SUDDENLY THERE'S A FLOOD OF UPDATES OF JINYOUNG'S BDAY EVENT OH MY HOLY SHIT. is it another aegyo showcase again O.O omg no i got traumatised on Gongchan's bday event already please no more second round.

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2011-11-19T10:45:00.001+08:00

DIDN'T SLEEP WELL LAST NIGHT AGAIN EVEN THOUGH I WAS TIRED. CUZ MY LOVE WAS STUCK IN MY HEAD. THE WHOLE SONG :( well cuz... i rewatched B1A4's performance for like almost 10 times wtf. argh i'm gonna stream Music Core later. my reaction won't be so fangirly now that i know how their performance is like. don't worry. seeing how long ytd's post is, i will try to cut down on blogging about B1A4. I ALWAYS SAY THAT BUT IT NEVER GETS SHORTER LOLOLOL. sorry :/ this fangirl phase will fade off next year... for sure.

FAIRY TAIL NEW CHAPTER!! so the arc is called... Grand Magic Games arc?? :) seems fun!!

i hate it when ppl say that B1A4 doesn't have a decent choreo for all their performances. from what i see, O.K and Beautiful Target have proper choreos too. Only Learnt Bad Things and My Love have choreos that fit the song so well. and i think only they can pull off such choreos.

AHH I GOT EXCITED WHEN TIFFANY AND YURI MENTIONED B1A4 I THOUGHT THEY GONNA PERFORM BUT NO. hmph. OMG B1A4 QUICKLY PERFORM WHEN MY MOTHER IS BATHING. OK SO B1A4 PERFORMED. IT'S SO EPIC SUDDENLY IT RAINED SO HEAVILY HALFWAY WHILE WATCHING THEIR PERFORMANCE AND THE WINDOWS WERE OPEN AND I WAS LIKE OMG QUICKLY END AND WELL AFTER IT ENDED... I RAN AORUND THE HOUSE LIKE SOME IDIOT TO CLOSE THE WINDOWS AND MY HOUSE DIDN'T FLOOD LOL :D

B1A4's performance... i wasn't really bothered by the backup dancers today since... i can't really see them LOL sorry backup dancers :/ i forgot to mention this yesterday, i like Badeul's 'couple dance' at the start of the performance! and Baro is such a camera-whore today lololol.

Mnet's being an asshole and MAMA 2011 is so gonna fail -.- the voting system is screwed up, the performers' list isn't out yet, half of the artists coming isn't even confirmed at this point of time. 10 days left and the stupid organisers refuse to reveal the attendance list. if B1A4 ain't even appearing, i may not even bother to watch on tv hmph.

ROMANTICJINYOUNGDAY!

2011-11-18T08:40:00.001+08:00

i did wake up earlier, but... I DIDN'T SLEEP WELL AT ALL :( hope i won't take a nap later... and the internet decided to piss me off so early in the morning...

BABA B1A4. ep 8 is subbed, it's... RIDICULOUSLY HILARIOUS. now i know why the ppl behind them are staring at them like they are total idiots.

oh right... i forgot my 'soppy message' to Jinyoung-oppa LOLOLOL. this charming leader... i don't know what to say to you... just be happy always with your members and also, be less awkward with Shinwoo!! have fun at your first My Love stage later :)

shit now i start to feel excited after i saw the performers' list. 8th to perform. ok.

DAMN I'M RUNNING OUT OF SONGS TO LISTEN. not that i'm bored with B1A4's songs, just that... i can't possibly listen to them all the time right? :D

i think i might 'die' out of shock later when i watch B1A4's performance later. the spoilers are scaring me. i hope i don't see anymore spoilers before i break down in shock. but at least they're singing a song that i like. so, it won't be that bad right?? :/ approximately 3h+ till their performance...

ah now what is this i want to finish my english homework but all these damned spoilers distracted me and destroyed my homework mood psh. why don't just let me be completely shocked at one go when i watch their performance without any spoilers, rather than scaring me slowly. you know, my imagination can be kinda... accurate at times. and the cold weather is giving me goosebumps. *shivers* i just realised the easiest way to stop looking at spoilers is to just off my com -.- YES I SHOULD DO THAT.

PREPARE FOR A LONG ESSAY ABOUT B1A4. I APOLOGISE BEFOREHAND.
EVERYTHING WAS SO PERFECT. except. THE BACKUP DANCERS. OMG JUST GO AWAY BACKUP DANCERS :( the backup dancers freaking looked like extras :(((( but. EVERYTHING ELSE WAS PERFECT. THEIR VOICES. HAIR. OUTFITS. SONG. STAGE. DANCE. i was seriously on the verge of crying for some reason. and when Double A was performing (performance before theirs), i was half-dying. PINK STAGE WITH CHECKERED OUTFITS *O*

ok, my fangirling^ was much shorter than expected. well cuz... i practically only had one reaction throughout the whole performance. which is :O and i giggled a little at the end cuz they looked AWKWARD write L and O using their legs haha.

SHINWOO-OPPA MY HEART BARELY RECOVERED AND HERE YOU HAVE A TWITPIC OF JINYOUNG. YOU. ON PURPOSE RIGHT :)

ok, i'm gonna rewatch and rewatch and rewatch this My Love performance so many times until my heart will go boom :D FOR ROMANTICJINYOUNGDAY EVENT, YOU GUYS MUST PERFORM MY LOVE. i want to see a fancam of it. it fits the theme too!!

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2011-11-17T00:06:00.001+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE IT'S MIDNIGHT BUT I AIN'T SLEEPING CUZ I'M NOT TIRED ALTHOUGH I WENT OUT FOR QUITE LONG TODAY... :)

GOOD MORNING PPL. ok the first thing i thought when i woke up was OMG B1A4 MUSIC BANK MY LOVE STAGE, but the next second i realised it was still thursday ;_; but it's ok, i don't really want holidays to go past so quickly. go as slow as you can~

well ok so next saturday is our school next open house but... NO NEWS IS SAID ABOUT IT YET I DON'T WANT LAST MINUTE, SCREWED UP PREPARATIONS LIKE THE PREVIOUS OPEN HOUSE PLEASEEEEEEEEE. it's so sunny now i want to go ECP right now to pick twigs and kindlings but... ah whatever everything's so last minute, and how about cca promo, don't tell me those 3 sessions at the end of dec are the only sessions. DON'T BE RIDICULOUS. (cuts my rant short cuz i can't stand such a long paragraph on my blog ._.)

OK SO I LENT MY SIS MY 2 B1A4 ALBUMS AND SHE LISTENED TO ALL THE SONGS. she said she preferred Let's Fly songs more, she liked all the songs except ONLY ONE. ok what that song has the most meaningful lyrics not related to love... sure it took me awhile to like that song, BUT IT'S SO MEANINGFUL I DON'T BEAR TO DISLIKE IT, and also it sounds so calming and Gongchan's voice is so sweet in Only One. ok nuff said for Let's Fly. as for it B1A4, she only liked Beautiful Target, unexpectedly... i didn't expect her to like any song from it B1A4 though...

BARO. WTF YOUR HAIR COLOUR :O ME. NO. LIKE. IT. and... RUMOURS OF NEW SPROUT DANCE O.O how are you guys gonna modify that adorable dance?? i'm not excited tho, i'm just... CURIOUS :D at SSTP NOW: LOLWHUT BARO YOU'RE HIDING YOUR HAIR LOLOLOL but everyone saw it already from spoilers photos at MBC. OMFG SANDEUL YOUR HAIR. PLEASE NO YOU LIKE A GIRL FROM THAT ANGLE OMG WHAT'S WITH THE BANGS I HOPE THE STYLIST STYLE IT NICELY AND NOT LEAVE IT LIKE THIS TMR. and Gongchan's hair just got shorter. and Shinwoo... THE CAP. i think he didn't tie his hair and his hair seems quite short :O and Jinyoung, he trimmed his hair too. you know I LOVE IT WHEN YOU GUYS TRIM YOUR HAIR. i can't stand ridiculously long, untrimmed hair on guys.

IT'S 12AM KST SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINYOUNG-OPPA. i shall write a soppy message tmr. hope you have fun DJ-ing now with the rest of B1A4 and Block B :)

B1A4 always disrupts me from reading Letter Bee. haish. i wanna stay awake to see updates for SSTP but obviously i can't so i shall just sleep now and wake up earlier tmr to see the updates :)

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2011-11-16T09:33:00.001+08:00

KAMINOMI NEW CHAPTER. HAHA KEIMA YOU'RE IN DEEP SHIT SEE WHAT YOU GONNA DO. i know you wanna conquer Ayumi/Chihiro is because of the goddess conquest, but still... it's mean to break ppl's heart this way o.o

can i say... i wasn't even that excited about my class allocation last year cuz... i know i'll definitely be in 3E9. yeah everyone so excited right? but. to tell the truth, i don't really like my class at all. it's so... unbonded i really can't stand it anymore. but i still have to bear with it for one more year. good luck juniors LOLOLOL. please bond with and love all your classmates, UNLIKE MY CLASS. yes i can't say this on twitter cuz... i'll get bashed a million times by my classmates. just a simple warning: sec3 life is VERY different from sec2. you will really change into a completely different person because of that. i'm serious. i'm one perfect example here.

sec 4 prom night is... TOMORROW?! but o levels just ended yesterday :O

OMG LISTENING B1A4'S O.K FROM MY SIS COM. for the first time. LOLOLOLOL. *squeals inside* well, because i just sent her some kpop songs. SHE SAID O.K WAS NICE *O* happy happy happy girl here!!! she said that i don't need to send her any B1A4 songs cuz she can just lend the album CDs to her and she can just listen to them by herself... OMG SHE'S SINGING ALONG TO THE I LOVE YOU~ PART!!!!! omgomgomgomg. hahaha i listen to this song every single day yet i'm still fangirl about it *lalala~ not caring :D*

now that i've sent some nice kpop songs to my sis, SHE CRAVING FOR ME AND IS PESTERING MOAR FROM ME T_T the only nice songs i have left for her are like SUPER NICE EMO SONGS which she doesn't want :( luckily now she's listening to 2NE1's songs :D I LIKE. I DON'T CARE-E-E-E-E-EHHHHH. REMINDS ME OF BABA B1A4 EP 2 :P

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2011-11-15T10:22:00.001+08:00

i want to go out with my friends... to play. not watch movies, not shopping. like go ECP to cycle, go to the arcade ~~to waste money~~ to play games, go to the beach and play with sand and seawater, and just face the sea breeze while shouting like some mad woman. i don't even know when was the last time i even stepped into an arcade. i think like... 5 years?! and i haven't cycled since last year's class gathering. and about the beach... i just feel like playing with sand now LOL. but what's the point of just saying all of these here? no one will read... my tagboard is like completely dead, this proves that no one actually visits anymore.

when i type out my blog posts everyday, although most of them are to satisfy myself by typing out my thoughts, but sometimes it'd be nice if there's someone i know irl who reads them... you can skip the fangirl posts tho :D

listening to it B1A4 songs using the radio although i have the com on... IT'S A COMPLETE DIFFERENT FEEL LISTENING FROM THE RADIO SPEAKERS!! since i'm alone at home, i'm allowed to use the radio hehe :P now listening to Let's Fly songs!! ok this is the first time i'm actually singing out loud at home loooooool. i sound like a freak (bad singing+slight flu), but who cares... IT'S FUN!! :D

ok now i'm listening to B1A4's songs through the com. haha told you i won't get bored of their songs :D and just now... when i was doing my homework, i put all 10 of B1A4's songs on repeat on my mp3... who know how many times i've listened to those 10 songs o.o and now on my com, i'm still listening to their songs. OK I'VE GONE MAD FROM JAMMING THE SONGS USING THE RADIO. shouldn't have done that but it's so rare that i'm actually alone at home :D OK NOW I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS FRI I WANT TO SEE MY LOVE'S CHOREO.

a little disappointed, BUT IT'S OK. BE GLAD THAT B1A4 ACTUALLY HAVE FOLLOW-UP PROMOTIONS. *consoles self* so what if they don't have an MV for My Love, i thought they won't even have follow-up promotions in the first place cuz of the jap debut+showcase... now that i've seen a logical explanation about this, i don't feel sad at all anymore :)

ok so i downloaded the Nintendo DS and Pokemon Black and played for... quite a while :) POKEMON IS SO FUN HELLYEAH HAHAHAHA. hmm but actually i planned to do some hw before sleeping but... oh well. and i'm going out tmr, so... haish. i only completed like THE EMATH PASS WITH DISTINCTION STUFF YESH :D i don't even know why i did that first.

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2011-11-14T09:12:00.001+08:00

argh feeling so shit right from the morning grrrrrrrr... i planned to start during my holiday homework from today onwards, but seeing my shitty mood... i don't think today will be productive at all :( well... at least Jinyoung's twitpics made my morning slightly better... and i'm listening to songs right now to make me feel better too... i shall start on my hw soon...

OK I CAN'T BELIEVE MYSELF I ACTUALLY FORGOT TO WATCH THE LAST EPISODE OF K-ON SEASON 2. OMGGGGGGGG HOW CAN I BE SO FAIL. I THOUGHT THE LAST EPISODE WAS THEIR GRADUATION DAY AND THE TENSHI NI FURETA YO PERFORMANCE OHMYGOD. i wanted to watch that episode initially, so i just clicked on the episode list which as the 'last episode' thingy behind... and when i watched i was like... HOW COME I'VE NEVER WATCHED THIS IN MY LIFE BEFORE. I SAW GIFS OF THAT EPISODE AND NEVER REALISED THAT I DIDN'T WATCH THAT EPISODE YET. ahhhhhhhhh i think i should rewatch all the k-on episodes or something ep 25 seems... alien to me although i had a slight impression of watching it :O /CREYS ABOUT MY ABSOLUTE FAIL T-T

most seniors end their o levels... tmr right?? OMG I'M ENVIOUS. to a certain senior, although i don't rmb it but when i read my super old blog posts from last year june, aparrently we actually pinky-promised together with sarah and jj that we'll go out during the end of year hols LAST YEAR. i believe everyone has forgotten all about it, so i was hoping we can still go out together after your o levels... but... it's gonna be all awkward, so i don't think we'll actually meet up until cca chalet if there is even one in the first place.

B1A4 FOLLOW UP PROMOTIONS STARTING THIS FRIDAY :O ok i... have nothing to say. it's... so fast. i thought it'll be next week. AT LEAST I WON'T DIE OUT OF BOREDOM WATCHING MUSIC BANK NOW :D but... CAN I PITY JINYOUNG-OPPA ;_; B1A4 has to perform on his birthday. and on the day of his birthday event, B1A4 also have to perform before that :|

i'm still not bored of their songs yet. even the Let's Fly ones still makes me happy :) ok i feel creeped out for myself :|

if you asked me, even if B1A4 have their jap debut when they're popular, i still won't support it. i really really hate korean artists singing japanese songs. i may still accept original japanese songs by them, but not remade songs from their original korean ones. never in my life i will accept that. call me ridiculous, i don't care. but please don't misunderstand, i listen to jpop too!! mostly from anime...

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2011-11-13T09:17:00.001+08:00

K-ON MOVIE THIS DECEMBER!!!! in japan... :( anyway, thanks for the pretty pretty picture, Kakifly-sensei!! *O* new K-ON chapter, it was pretty ok, i actually prefer the university series to the high school one...

hmm... new Bakuman chapter!! :) something... not so Bakuman-like... which is something good once in a while. but somehow the art... kinda sucked at some parts. and... OTTERS 11 IS GETTING A LIGHT NOVEL SERIES OK WHUT. i can't believe something fictional would really become... real :O i shall read it if some kind translation group is willing to translate it when it's published in the future most likely 2 years later or something...

i've decided not to blog about any more anime 'summaries'. cuz... the only current anime series i watched are Fairy Tail and Bakuman, and i've read the manga for both series so... yeah. isn't this good, less fangirling from me :)

I'M JEALOUS OF MYNAME :(

OK I'M HALFWAY OF READING THE FIRST CHAPTER OF LETTER BEE AND I FOUND OUT B1A4'S FOLLOW-UP SONG IS MY LOVE. ok i pretty much guessed it from the... 2 songs (yep i excluded Wonderful Tonight out of the possibilities, well cuz... it will have a special feel to perform Jinyoung's songs during special events/showcases... right? :) i'm sure B1A4 will perform Wonderful Tonight during ROMANTICJINYOUNGDAY :D). and imo, My Love more danceable compared to Fooool. haish getting so excited again. is this leaked info :/ omg are they starting their follow-up promotions next week *O* ok this totally disrupted me reading Letter Bee i haven't even finished reading chapter 1. it has 112 pages LULZ. and i want to finish reading that chapter so i can use the ipod argh shall not be distracted and finish reading Letter Bee chapter 1 1st...

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2011-11-12T11:52:00.001+08:00

my mother's bugging me to pack all my stuff up neatly ugh. and while i'm packing she keeps on staring at me. i don't like that feeling :( you know, this feeling she will suddenly pop in and interrupt my inner peace in packing my stuff. but without my mother nagging me to pack my stuff, who knows when i'll pack them at my own will :X and at least now i have a proper place to put my 2 B1A4 mini-albums :D

FAIRY TAIL NEW CHAPTER!!! ANOTHER PRETTY CP FOR THE MOVIE!! *O* okay so what's with the cliffhanger ending :( so... my guess is that the dragons converted themselves into human form. omgwtf if this was true lol i don't think it'll be this straightforward.

i haven't gone out and play ever since the hols started... i want to go out too!! :( ok wait my tweet sounded so wrong ppl might think i want to go out and play NOW at 2244. okok nono please don't misunderstand gosh. and i suck at... replying tweets :/

111111.

2011-11-11T09:50:00.001+08:00

hmm... B1A4 TWEETED LAST NIGHT AGAIN.

OK WHY IS EVERYONE SO GOOD-LOOKING HERE EXCEPT GOKUDERA-KUN HMPH :( anyway, the chapter... SO EXCITING!! so much Hibari goodness till one can go nosebleed his/her life away HAHAHA. but seriously, Vongola (excluding Hibari) seems so puny in this battle. and... as for Varia vs Enma... THINGS ARE GETTING FUN. dear Skull, although you look like some mad biker who doesn't even know how to fight, but since you are an Arcobaleno afterall, i await for your battle against Varia :)

i almost cried when i listened to Tenshi ni Fureta yo yesterday night. while listening to the song, i just realised how much i missed the times when i was a sec 2 guide. sec 2. that must been the best year of my life. really. and now, i don't even want cca at all anymore. i'm seriously going just for attendance. everything changed. everyone changed too. including myself.

OMG HOW FAIL CAN I GET. IT'S AZUNYAN'S BIRTHDAY TODAY. AND I DIDN'T REMEMBER IT T-T

IT'S OVER :D

2011-11-10T13:09:00.001+08:00

*hums 'My Love' tune out~♪*

o levels are overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!! for this year only :| oh well, i gonna slack today yeahhh!

WOW THE B1A4 DOUBLE PACK SPECIAL EDITION ALBUM SOUNDS REALLY ATTRACTIVE. BUT. IT'S A JAP ALBUM i don't care a damn. i cannot imagine Beautiful Target/O.K/any of their songs in jap. like they would sound totally wrong and i'll end up singing to the korean lyrics. YES THIS IS HOW MUCH I HATE KPOP SONGS REMADE TO JPOP. and it's really ex anyway.

you know what i'm gonna do tmr? OPERATION: MAJOR CLEAN-UP OF MY TABLE AREA :D i don't really mind about all these 'special dates'...

I CAN'T BELIEVE I MAPLED THE WHOLE DAY GOSH. my lifeeeeeeeee :| ok maple just depleted all my energy ok yes. i think i PvP-ed too much oops. tmr i shall just log in to my Evan to feed the hebalism thingy...

TOMORROW.

2011-11-09T09:39:00.001+08:00

it's less scary than chinese oral but still... IT'S FREAKING O LEVEL. *bangs head on wall to calm down*

OK I KNEW B1A4 WOULD TWEET LAST NIGHT. hahaha. but seriously Jinyoung... you tweeted 5AM?! wow... and Sandeul's tweets are so preciousssss. this neverending fanservice... no wonder i didn't lose interest in these 5 guys.

KAMINOMI NEW CHAPTER. ok at least there's more action now and... IN YOUR FACE KATSURAGI hahahahaaaaa. AYUMI HAS MERCURY.

*BANGS HEAD ON WALL TO SEE IF IT'S TRUE OR NOT* "And we’ve been preparing for our follow-up song recently. We’ll appear really soon with handsome appearances, so don’t go anywhere and wait right now~!" - Jinyoung's recent fancafe message. and i was thinking of having a break from B1A4 during this holiday.

OK B1A4. I KNOW MY O LEVEL CHINESE IS ONLY ONE DAY WHICH IS TMR, BUT. THIS. YOU GUYS KEEP DISTRACTING ME. LIKE YTD WAS YOUR 200TH DAY ANNIVERSARY AND I GOT COMPLETELY DISTRACTED AND NOW. ok, why must my study schedule always clash with your promotions schedule. NEXT YEAR YOU GUYS BETTER COMEBACK LIKE AFTER MY O LEVELS. LIKE STAY IN JAPAN FOR... THE WHOLE OF 2012. then have a full korean album release at the beginning of 2013. *wishful thinking* this will never happen.

should i blog less about kpop OR convert this into a fangirl blog and then create another one for... more personal stuff. *thinking in progress* ~~i'll get back during evening or something.~~ i... WILL BLOG LESS ABOUT KPOP. I PROMISE. may i ask... is the South Korea's college entrance examinations... TOMORROW?! if it's so then what a scary coincidence here... OK OMG IT IS. OMGOMGOMG. ok now why am i even fangirling about such a thing?! talking about blogging less about kpop just moments ago, i don't think i can keep that promise... :X

i feel so demoralised now i need to get at least an A2 :( those scholars' chinese standard scares me. they can score so well for higher chinese already i don't want to imagine how high they can score for express chinese :| nvm. now i shall stop chinese revision and chill in front of the com.

200 days of B1A4!!♥

2011-11-08T09:59:00.002+08:00

2 days :| i feel as if i did not prepare enough even though i'm doing/reading chinese every single day.

here comes my soppy letter to B1A4 (to satisfy myself hahahaha).
i can't believe i actually lasted this long in the kpop world, considering i quit kpop for almost 8 months. i... don't know how you guys actually 'forcefully' drag me back, i just simply watch your debut MV and... woots :D right after watching the MV i immediately started researching on these 5 guys. i don't know how i don't get bored after O.K+Only Learnt Bad Things promotions... i just stayed interested in you guys. after waiting for 2 months, the first time i heard the it B1A4 album songs... truthfully speaking, i was kinda disappointed. but the next day the MV and comeback performance somehow made Beautiful Target such a good song... and then somehow... i started loving the rest of the songs... maybe i'm biased here (and i was pissed at myself at that point of time), but now... i'm ok with it. everyone is biased in some way right? :) i don't dare call myself a BANA (since i tend to side reasons, not biasness). as for now, even though i hate kpop groups having debuts in japan, good luck for your jap debut and hope it'll be successful! :) B1A4 hwaiting!!

LOLOLOL reading other fans' messages make mine look so insincere. but oh well, i'm no good with words.

i shall not destroy this post with rants. i'm holding them in for today :)

OMG I TWEETED TO B1A4 YAY. it needs a lot of courage for a person like me k! i used simple english, B1A4 will understand... right? :X apparently i just tweeted 'Happy 200th Day! B1A4 화이팅 (hwaiting)! ♥♥♥♥♥ LetsFlyB1A4' and mentioned all 5 members behind. OK THAT WAS JUST AWKWARD. and seeing a tweet coming from a Hideyoshi-dp fan called Paperbag_chan, what will they think lololol... i don't think they will actually notice at all since they will have a flood of mentions...

i wished Daum will have some global/international website (like Mnet) for international fans (like me) who are lazy to learn korean seriously LOLOLOLOL. but that will never happen. if not... THE WHOLE DAUM SEVER WILL CRASH EVERY SINGLE DAY LOL.

OH WOW LetsFlyB1A4 TRENDING WORLDWIDE ALREADY. niiiiiiiiice. but this lazy-ass fan is lazy to trend. OK I SHOULD REALLY STOP BEING SUCH A LAZY-ASS T_T OK THIS LAZY-ASS SHALL EAT DINNER NOW HAHAHAHA.

http://koreajjang.wordpress.com/2010/05/17/suneung-siheom/
STUDENTS IN SOUTH KOREA SEEM TO HAVE STRESSFUL LIVES TOO O.O i don't think it's any better compared to sg...

3 days.

2011-11-07T00:10:00.002+08:00

OHMYGOD HOW DUMB CAN I GET THE COPYRIGHT THING DOESN'T APPLY ON IPODS OMG I LOVE THE IPOD SO MUCH.

ok i can't update this post last night cuz blogger doesn't work on the ipod for some reason but anyway... B1A4'S ONE AND ONLY BEAUTIFUL TARGET GOODBYE STAGE WAS FUCKING PERFECT. yeah, you can see that they are putting their very best into this goodbye stage... and when i mean perfect, i don't mean their dorkish fanservice. i meant their singing/rapping, the stage background, even the camera angles... were most perfect. but sadly i don't think they will have a follow-up song since... JAP DEBUT NEXT YEAR GRRRRRRRRRR.

Bakuman new chapter! hmm if such things were to happen in real life, the whole editorial department will be in chaos LOL. but anyway, it's nice to see how both Hattoris got so close to their authors...

it's almost impossible 'not to change and stay humble always' when rising in popularity. you guys gave yourselves an extra huge but unnecessary burden. i believe that everyone in the entertainment industry all have fake personalities.

apparently for the whole day i did nothing constructive except doing a few chinese practices and reading some chinese essays, and also helping to paint one small portion of the wall hahaha yay. ok so i am bored now :| when i'm not supposed to. and this lazy-ass here doesn't want to do any holiday homework until 10 november. OK OMG WHAT THE CHEM THINGY EXPIRES ON 2359 TODAY OK THIS IS RIDICULOUS SPARE A THOUGHT FOR HIGHER MOTHER TONGUE STUDENTS. (well not as if i'm facing chinese 24/7 but still...) *stoning at the list of things i have to do for chem e-learning* OK WTH I BET 3/4 OF THE COHORT DON'T EVEN BOTHER DOING. but i shall be the 1/4 who does it LOLOLOL. i will do it now. *silently cursing the teacher who set the deadline this early psh*

^so i did finish the chem e-learning... it was... kinda lame as expected cuz i don't understand half of what they're talking about... guess i will read the textbook or something to understand about that chapter... :X

i'm lazy to type one whole long soppy post about B1A4's 200th day anniversary now, so i'll just wish them to have a happy 200th day anniversary first! 200 days of B1A4... how fast. and i was remembering how i was fangirling like mad about the newly introduced term 'BANA' on their 100th day anniversary. such great times...

4 days.

2011-11-06T09:51:00.000+08:00

Bakuman new episode! it was completely awkward watching such a dramatic episode :/ but everything is all in place, I LIKE IT. although they cut away quite some scenes :(

i feel so irritated nowadays... i try my best not to complain here but still... it's difficult to hold everything in. i don't even know why am i caring so much, everything is none of my business. i can just ignore everything, but i can't. i'm just this... caring for useless shit.

ok what i can't even watch today's B1A4's performance cuz it's copyrighted IN SG wth. but lucky there are fancams!!! i saw a fancam where they linked the hands together and bowed together as a group when almost all the artists left the stage, and then they did the sprout dance omfg it's so late and i'm on fangirl mode now *_* i literally attempted to stuff my fist into my mouth when i saw them doing the sprout dance :P it's their last goodbye stage... that's why :/ OK NOW STUPID YOUTUBE HAVE TO BAN IT IN SG D:

YAY MOVIE ADAPTATION FOR FAIRYTAIL!!! such a pretty CP!!! *O* new guild Sabertooth, new dragon slayers, new exceeds, SOME BIG SECRET revealed about Fairy Tail.... OMG I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER.

KBANAS YOU GUYS ARE SMART. having sprout hairbands as the fan item, MARVELOUS IDEA. B1A4, make this official, i agree to this idea totally!! hehe. maybe they will make an official fan item when their 200th day anniversary comes... I'M ANTICIPATING THAT DAY TO COME.